[[Wednesday, May 24, 2006]]

Havent blogged in quite a while already. The past weekend had been hectic and one of the best weekends I ever had.XD. today was the council thing and sports day. I dunno, but it was quite a turnover day for me..haha. started out as a very tiring day because of morning training.running and boxing at the time. Was quite tiring la. then council thing..haha then after that I just ponned every single lesson..well actually pe and physics only XD. Haha..had a really fun time with Corrine and Florence gossiping about everything haha. Oh man, it was like such a zi4 high talk la. me and Corrine were like so HIGH over the subjects .lol.haha then went over to canoe table and me sabu and vic had our usual wed free period gang.poor vic, she was so tired la.. slept like so late at night everyday to pia homework..she was like so sleepy, so we asked her to pon PW and sleep.then me and sabu took turns to take care of her! Haha I think I not bad nurse lei..got potential de haha. And I learnt something new today!! Haha I learnt how to play with fire!!! THANKS LOADS SABU! Haha.. I was like such a quick learner la haha..now I can have fire held in my hands without burning myself HAHA..so pro right?haha..then me and Sabu had a fun time climbing over the railings at the far end of the canteen…haha we were like squeezing ourselves though the gap in the railings then we climbed back up with STYLE! XD damn fun la can..like back in primary school! Man! How I miss recess playing catching!!haha those were the FUN days man. Then me and sabu saw this DAMN cool pair of swords..real ones mind you.. can kill de lor.. just a bit blunt.haha! so we went up to make friends with the ppl holding these swords.they were the Chinese drama ppl and were like practicing for the fri Chinese drama.. so being very nice ppl they lend e 2 swords to me and sabu. MUAHAHA!! Then we had a GREAT time going around threatening ppl and to kill them ..muahahas.well actually we promised to advertise it la.. so I shall keep my promise

Anyone interested in going for the Chinese drama this Friday at 7.30 pm at lt5.. tickets at 5 bucks.. and you might get to play with the damn cool swords at the end of the play!haha

Well yup.. then was the sports day. Shall congratulate our class members for getting third in the 4 by 100 m!!! CONGRATS JASON, PHOEBE, ESTER, NARAEN!!haha really proud of you guys man s22 rawks!! Haha.. then was the long2 team, wen pan, franklin, ce jing, sean. They were damn zai la!! nj canoeing rocks totally la!! the speed was like WHAO!! Joel was like saying next year must continue e long2 team tradition in lignum.. him, franklin, zhi kai n junhan..haha.. must jia you man!! Continue e lignum long2 tradition of 4 by 400 m!!

Well ya.. today was kinda like the turnover day for me.. was really sad to see that almost our whole class ponned the sports day. Only left the guys (surprisingly haha) and a few (really few) gals.. so there was only like less than a quarter of the class there. When we were like doing the cheers and everything. I suddenly thought of xs21. we were a rojak class.. yes.. but we had class spirit. We went for all the antaios house gathering, cheered and had so much fun together.. but now.. there were like only a handful of them and they were like really quiet and in the end I joined with another class to cheer.. I was really sad la.. missed xs21 like crazy la.. especially when they started to play the mass dance songs.. oh man.. I was like ahhhh!!!! Xs21!! Sobs… it reminded me of the dance nite la.. where we all went crazy with dancing.. then we all formed a chain and ran around the whole parade square like crazy.. cutting into everyone’s path and very high and laughed like mad! Then the part when almost all of us went onto the table to dance !! oh man!! Then after that we went over to the oasis to tell ghost stories.. then was the dance again! Mass dance until we were so tired but so FUNNN!!!! Then at the end of the day we cheered our class cheers. Antaio cheers.. man.. I REALLY missed those days… I miss having a really bonded class with so much class spirit. I miss having all the xs21 ppl in nj together in one class.. I miss all our outings.. I miss all the ponning of lectures ,pw and school.. I miss all the fun and laughter.. I miss all those stressfree days.. I miss the feeling of acceptance and home of xs21.. I know I shouldn’t think so much.. a lot of ppl say I think too much.. but I was really sad today that you all never call for me to go..i guess its like those days when it is not it ba… but I really don’t feel as bonded to my class now as xs21.. even though s22 is fun, but I don’t know the ppl there well enough.maybe it is cause my subject combi is like the only 2 in the class and I don’t get to see the whole class all the time except civics, and I am like so packed with training that I can rarely go with you all out… I am just sad that the class is segregated and we don’t have much class spirit… JC life is our last 2 years in a school wearing a uniform.. I really don’t want it to be just a passing 2 years of my life. I really wanna look back one day and think.. yeah! Jc life rocked totally man! And to meet up with our classmates 20 years down the road and have the same fun and laughter together.. I really hope the class can combine together as a whole.. just like xs21.. oh man!! The first 3 months really rocked my life!! I hope that I can really feel for my class like before.. I don’t wanna just leave jc with only deep attachments for canoeing and xs21.. I hope that s22 will have a deep attachment on me too..

So I promised jasmine not to think too much about it..haha.. so I shall again keep my promise..if not I would not get to eat digestives XD haha.. but thanks a lot Corrine, berny, jasmine, meiqi, victoria… you guys really made me feel loads better.. and I promise not to think much about it already.. the most important thing now is to concentrate on studies and canoeing..and I promise I will.. I am cheereded up le!! Thanks gals!! Love u all loads man!!

Just had a debrief of trashing today… had my comments read by the seniors.. they said I die out easily and I need ppl to push me.. so I need to push myself harder. I think my mental strength is not there yet.. I really must push hard from now on.. I cannot give up no matter how tired I am and I must persevere on.. the best news today is that I STILL GET TO ROW WITH DAWN FOR THE NATIONALS!!! I was sooo happy to hear that. A lot of ppl say that we are the luckiest pair in the team.. so I must treasure this luck and not take it for granted.. I must work hard to push not only for myself, but also for dawn!!

I believe that the team can do it. we must push hard together as a team especially the junior girls team.. we have to have the DESIRE and PASSION to go on and to have the COMMITMENT in canoeing.. without these 3 factors, there would be no njc canoeing.. so we cannot give up because mr yong, our teacher and our seniors have not given up on us..so we must jian1 chi2 dao4 di2…heart and soul go the distance!


*me having fun @10:18 PM*


[[*Daddy]]

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was "Daddy's Day" at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
Of a dad who's never there
a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?!"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard another father say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom,
and looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy
and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone."

"Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far "

"You see he was a fireman
and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
and taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed..
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.


Anon.

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