[[Thursday, August 31, 2006]]

Today was a tiring but super FUN day!! started off with a super lousy day. the rain was heavy like CRAP and my 2nd pair of shoes got wet:(..went to school with my new hair cut :(.. Val was OH MY GAWDing when she saw it.. haha.. cheryl was like.. YOU CUT UR HAIR! looks damn EEE!!(thanks la!haha)..many ppl laughed lor:( they say everytime cut short make my head look bigger and rounder(thanks corrine..haha)..well yeah.. but it was fun cos i managed to wear crescent uniform!!:):)heehee.. teachers day celebration was just like crap can.. missed crescent teachers day A LOT LA!! but it was ok i gues.. give it a C..haha.. sat with s16 ppl though:( dunno why.. but kind of wished that i was in s16 instead of s22.. feel more at ease there with pei jia yien zhiting val and yiwen..haiz.. but oh well.. i had to many things to think of that :)..haha! talked troughout the concert and watched Val transform herself from anderson to lanturn!!haha!! greg said that i looked damn weird in crescent uniform(ask him go die) and said if it was big enough to fit him..lol.. i actually thought he wanted to try crescent uniform and me and val said that ask franklin or joel try anderson and greg try crescent uniform and take picture..haha!.. but he chickened out in the end and wore his sji pe tshirt and bermuda..tsk..haha! then was photo taking and finding teachers time!!haha!!( gosh!! ms lim actually put my tutorial in e card that we gave her!! i am so honoured!!haha) yeah! quite fun la.. would have stayed longer if i didnt need to rush back to crescent.. oh man! must relive every single moment of today!! so many happenings today.. so many eventful moments that i NEVER want to forget!
well yupp! me and amira went back crescent but we MISSED the stop to tanglin mall.. so we had to WALK all the way back to that bus stop to take 111 or 132..haha. it was such a nice cooling day to take a nice stroll!! LOL! so we missed our 111.. then i went back macs to change back to nj uniform cos i told my sis that i wont see her in my crescent uniform.. then on the way across the road.. i suddenly saw zhuo jun!!:) but she said wei ye wont be going school today:(:( was looking forward to seeing her today.. but in the end..oh well..sighs.. so in the end me and amira was even later than sam and simo..those fat pigs ended later than us, but because they were so lucky to be near civilisation and transport thattheir accessiblilty was better than ours..haha! so we went to watch the concert .. well to talk mostly!haha.. not bad sei.. saw a LOT of our batch ppl and my dear mei joyceline being even more cheena by letting her hair down..haha.. wei wei also went! but she looked damn tired and said wanna go home mug 1st!haha MUGGER:)
THEN!!!... when everything ALL ended.. i saw ZAKKIYA and JIA YI!!!!:):):) oh mann..i was so shocked la! kind of stoned there for 2 secs then screamed and ran to hug them:)haha.. suddenly at that point of time, i missed crescent.. i missed being in crescent canoeing, missed having all my juniors, friends around me. We got so excited that we talked at the same time!haha! talked mostly about training stuff and jc life.. they were REALLY shocked that jc life is so different..haha! must not be like me and play all day long k? i'm a bad senior example!..but oh man!! how i missed them, their craziness, their screams, the fun we had together and the pain we suffered together.. crescent canoeing was the stepping stone to my life. but halfway when i talked, i suddely looked down for some reason.. then i saw that i was wearing nj uniform, not crescent uniform. then it suddenly occurred to me that i was now. as in.. i was not in the past, but in the present. i got so caught up when i saw them that i forgot that i was in nj and not crescent. i missed being in crescent canoeing..i dunno how to describe my feeling.. but it was like you suddenly saw your long time best friend after like 20 years.. time seemed to have stopped and your back there again like nothings been changed.. well that was what i felt.. talked to Zak about the sec ones and problems in the team.. gosh.. so many things happened in the past half year.. and jia yi(jia yi cut hair too:)).. oh man!!! JIA YI!!!! havent written to for so long!! really been damn busy these few weeks and months.. really wish that i could have more time to talk to you! i promise i'll do my best to write to you every sunday.. and regarding that issue.. must tell me your conclusion k? choo choo:)
then went to the com lab where me, sam, amira, simo, min,sobana had a blasting time talking to ms shervon and koping her mnms..haha!! it really felt like back in crescent man!! so home!! then we started to take crazy photos!!haha joee!! u missed it all la:( and poor khal coulnt join us cos she had somthing on and didnt feel well. take care kayys!! then FINALLY, we went to cine to eat!!YUM! (on the bus.. min suddenly out of nowhere talked about a small cute hamster..damn diao.. simo was like.. u look in e mirror everyday can see one le lor.. wads so special sbout THAT hamster..) me and sam were like pretending we didnt noe min.. WHAT exactly does she talk with e ppl in her class man la..haha!! so yeah.. we went to cine( where we saw a thousand and one gazillion ppl.. where i saw my sichen JIE.. a LOT of canoe ppl and njcians:)) and where sam met a RELATIVE and her cj and class ppl... where everyone butted into one another!haha.. so we took AGES deciding where to go.. at 1st was subway.. then went like a thousand and one places(i'm sorry.. but i really got damn pissed off.. i just want to decide on one place and STICK to that.. it is never good to go around being fickle on food when i am DAMN hungry).. so in the end we decided to eat at subway.. ok shall fast forward to the damn good part.. so we were all deciding what to do to celebrate sam's bdae cos most probably not all of us would be free during the sept hols to celebrate her birthday.. at first simo was like..lets treat her to boney cake since she likes it so much( my idea..:)) the i was thinking that.. treat birthday cake then will forget the.. so i decided to get her a nice bag since she was like HINTING after we got khal a nice sling bag..haha.. but i really wanted to make it a very good surprise.. so sijing think VERY long.. and only after a few seconds passed by, her power brain did miracles againXD.. so yupp.. since i had not enough money.. simo passed 10 bucks to me.. then we went around looking at bag shops cos i told sam that i was looking for a canoe team sling bag( which was half true.. just that i didnt need one now:)) haha..( oh! by then only left me, joee and sam) yeah..so without her knowing.. i kept on pointing to every single bag.. trying out every design and deliberately holding it up so that fat sloth would have the urge to try it and see how it looks also.. joee even asked to try a backpack to make it less obvious.. but sam being the total blockhead coulnt spot a clue..haha.. she even went to ask "eh.. why you considering every suggestion i make ah??" haha.. seriously sam.. like wad i say.. you'll make a terrible detective!haha!! so in the end it was sam's ehh!! i like this bag! quite boyish but suits me right?that made me decide on that nice brownish grey leather zinc bag..haha!! but i didnt buy iy YET!.. then me, sam, joee went to KFC to slack and talk.. on the way guess who i met?? DAWN!!!!!! HAHAH!!! we are just so fated..LOL!! ( asked her wehere ce jing was..haha.. she said he was at home mugging..while she was mugging in far east with her friend..LOL) then after a while i emptied my shoe bag and said i wanna go toilet.. sam the ham was like..oh ok.. go lor.. so i took e money( plus e money joee pass to me which sam failed to see under the table:)) i went to get the bag.. should have brought a bigger bag lor! but i didnt know i was gonna surprise sam.. quite impromptu cos of my sudden brain wave!!haha.. yeah! so i got the nice sling bag!!:) heehee.. then i went over to dawn and we managed to stuff the whole sling bag plus plastic bag into myever so big shoe bag.. gosh!! we are economical packers la!!haha.. so sam didnt even notice a thing and was busy talking to joee about =D..haha so yup.. then was the HEL of a journey to plaza sing to meet candice for dinner ON FOOT! we walked from cine to far east then from far east to plaza sin ON FOOT!! i could have DIED! i rather run 10 k than to walk la!!so tiring can..haha,.. on the way.. we passed by nice clothes shops then went in to look look and try clothes..ahah DAMN FUN!!.. then i was devising my strategy of how to surprise sam with the bag..haha! and i came up with a BLASTING idea!!:):)// so fast forward agin..yeah! so we FINALLY reached PS!!GOSH!! i could have just really died walking!!haha.. then shop around a bit agin until candice came..okok.. so this is the nice part:) sam went to buy her ever so nice riverside thing.. then i quicky pulled out the sling bag frm my shoe bag and stuffed her onld bag in her new one..haha! it was SOOO funny la!! when sam returned back.. she saw the bag and was like EHHH!! that bag! she thought tat candice got the same bag! but i pointed out that it was her birthday present and that it was for her.. not candice's.. sometimes sam can be such a blockhead!haha.. i was expecting sam to go OMG!! you brought the bag!! but how?? and grinning from ear to ear and whacking me non stop.. i got the whacking non stop part right but oh man.. sam was TOUCHEDED!! YES!!! slothy teared( borrow my sis nick) i was v touched actually.. u cried cos u touched by me.. then i touched cos u cried cos touched by me.. gosh!! touch each other so many times!haha.. throughout the whole dinner sam was like a bit in dreamland with ME AND MY BAG ONLY.. even when i walked to buy waffle she also a bit ME AND MY BAG ONLY..haha so yeah.. HEY SAM!!! HOPE YOU LIKE YOU PRESENT AND HOPE THAT THIS WAS A NICE SURPRISE COS YOU DESERVE IT FOR BEING SUCH A NICE AND CARING FRIEND:):) not being mushy.. just being honest..haha!! i'll write another post for you on your birthday..haha! for now.. thats about it ba:) damn tired.. wanna slp la..haha!
on the mrt.. me and sam encountered another _ guy in which i saved sam by changing places and protected both of us by creating a barrier between him and us by my plastic bag..LOL..haha!! had a really educational talk with sam on the journey..haha.. quotes taken downyou should never be affected by other ppl.. just be the way you are and dont give a damn about what others think or say of you( ok.. i modified it a bit..haha)


*me having fun @12:00 AM*


[[Wednesday, August 30, 2006]]

I GOT HAIRCUT!!! dunno if it is a good thing or bad thing ..haha. good thing is that i no longer have messy hair that gets stuck in my eyes.. but bad thing is that i look like a boy now.. this ALWAYS happens.. so yea! me, pei jia and yien went to far east to hunt for Vic and Sabu's hair salon.. which we took 45 min to be exact.. searched from level 2 to level 4 la! next time must get the floor correct! i saw more salons that i ever did before man.. kind of deprived..haha! so we FINALLY managed to find this Pointers shop which cost us 14 bucks each for the haircut..yien's one turned out to be almost uncut.. mine..URGH!..pei jia's one was the best though.. she looked like a bunk lor! the person style and wax until she really damn bunk la!haha then in the end we went toilet to undo pei jia's waxing and my 1st time trying out a lot of waxing on my hair thanks to pei jia and yien..lol.. pretty cool.. i had my 1st time trial on pei jia's hair..i think i made it DAMn cool! stood up like spikes! but pei jia say she would never go out with me if she wants someone to style their hair:(..haha but had LOADS of fun man!haha! tomorrow's teachers day! oh man!!!! i cant wait to go back crescent:):) cant wait to see everyone there=Dhaha!

my sis got a TABLET PC!! i am jealous:(

hey big fat lazy sloth.. you ok? so unlike you to be sad lor.. must tell me whats wrong k? dont bottle everything up inside.. i'll always be here de :) (dun puke..not being mushy. =Dhaha!


*me having fun @11:14 PM*


[[Sunday, August 27, 2006]]

my sis played this song until its like stuck in my head the whole day! but man! i really need to believe!! must believe that i can do it for promos! i am so for DEAD DEADER DEADING DEADEST DEADERER DEADERERING for the promos.. GOSH!!! kind of stressednow.. just occured to me that its only one month to the promos.. one month to determine if i can move on to J2 life.. ARGH!!!!! MUG HARD!!! MUG SMART!!
"I Believe"
Have you ever reached a rainbow's end
And did you find your pot of gold
Ever catch a shooting star
And tell me how high did you soar
Ever felt like you were dreaming
Just to find that you're awake
And the magic that surrounds you
Can lift you up and guide you on your way
[Chorus:]
I can see it in the stars across the sky
Dreamt a hundred thousand dreams before
Now I finally realize
You see I've waited all my life for this moment to arrive
And finally, I believe
When you look out in the distance
You see it never was that far
Ohhh No
Heaven knows your existance
And leads you to be everything you are
Ohhh
There's a time for every soul to fly
It's in the eyes of every child
It's the hope, the love that saves the world
And, ohhh, we should never let it go
[Chorus]
I believe in the impossible
If I reach deep within my heart
Overcome any obstacle
Won't let this dream fall apart
See I strive to be the very best
Shine my light for all to see
Cause anything is possible
When you believe yeah
[Chorus]
Ohh Yeah
Love keeps liftin me higher
Liftin me higher
Love keeps liftin me higher
I said love keeps liften
Love keeps liften me
I said Love keeps liften
Love keeps liften me higher
Said love keeps liften me higher
I said love keeps liften me high


*me having fun @11:13 PM*



its in the middle of the night or the starting of the day or whatever you call it.. i'm waiting to see mars beside moon.. only problem is i cant find the ruddy moon! i look through every single window in the house.. but still no moon. and i'm kinda lazy to go out... guess i'll have to depend on my recarnated self to see mars as big as the moon in god knows when..
gosh.. the promos are like coming near! i am SO screwed! SO DEAD! Dad wont allow me to even go for PW meeting in 9 hours time:( so sorry yellow ducks..i will have to MIA again i suppose.
Quite happening la this week apart from the mugging and more mugging. colours night:):)( just realised that the word colours got 7 letters.. like a rainbowXD) oh man.. it was FUN FUN FUN!! haha the food there was WUNDALICIOUS! i would pay 28 bucks again to eat at such a nice place with crystal light some more:) haha.. shall not say much cos i too lazy to type.. but oh man.. i cant wait for next years colours:) haha
(for further details(er.. actual details to be exact:) visit sam's blog for joy's bdae outing.. i shoulnt take her limelight for typing so much XD)

and lastly
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCELINE!!!! 17 is a good year because it is older than 16 and you get to watch NC17 shows( point taken frm the squirribit:)) and in china, 17 is equal to 18. but since you migrated to Singapore:) you are still 17. So be happy because it is younger than 18! haha. but heyy!! just wanted to tell you that i'm really glad to have met you:) (ok .. sam would be looking like a smug pig in a suit cos she intro me a new friend..haha!) the 1st and only badminton outing i went which we played at the soccer area and got bitten by mosquitos:) haha.. but it was fun! you've been a great and crazy friend to me and now that you are one year older, must be more SENSIBLE and MATURED and LESS CHILDISH le ok?? must learn from you jie here cos she is the perfect role model:) love you lots and hope you had a SMASHING birthday:):) sijing(FINE! sampang woman) always <3


*me having fun @12:00 AM*


[[Tuesday, August 22, 2006]]

saw Zee's nick on msn..stuck through the ages with bonds cemented by sticky rice and tapioca pudding.. oh man.. i suddenly missed crescent so much! quote from the bonesetters daughter.. gosh! those 2 years of studying the bonestters daughter was like a bliss!! how i miss the crescent environment! the screams and laughters! the friends and memories there... life is so much more packed now.. too packed that there is no time for self reflection and time alone to just enjoy peace and yourself.. remembered that that straight after OBS.. i missed the wild.. missed the feeling of having nature around me.. i went back home and went out.. the noise and the people was seriously too much for me to take. i really wanted OUT! to get out of this place and to go back to Pulau Ubin.. i missed those nights where all of went out to the jetty and just laid there under the stars while Choon taught us about the planets and the constellations. sometimes when life is really at the most depressing time.. i really want to run to the sea and watch the sunset and see the stars come up.. i lost that feeling..almost.. if only west coast park beach opened up.. but still gotta wait till the end of this year:(..haiz..people tell me that music affects the mood.. i agree.. sometimes we just stone there and listen to all the sad songs and feel somehow at our most comfortable..dunno..if you asked me last time.. i would just shrug and say no way.. thats not my type.. but i dont mind them as much now..guess a hectic life does change people..


*me having fun @9:21 PM*


[[Monday, August 21, 2006]]


i got maths test tomorrow and phy spa.. havent study both finish yet..DEAT MEAT LA!!! life is so beautiful man..


*me having fun @11:05 PM*


[[Friday, August 18, 2006]]

Life's a bit boring now.. decided to brighten up my life.. no more black for me:) haha!~ sighs.. mugging day and night all day long, really quite sian la. somemore banned from all water and land trainings.:( i was really damn sad la! me and cheryl will be training ics from next week onwards..IMAGINE! planning trainings that you wont be going.sighs..gonna be hell for me man! but i goota WORK HARD!! must MUG HARD and get promoted.!!! i must prove that i am worth it and that all the trainings that i have missed now are sacrificed worthly cos i will get good results and get promoted!!!!!!!!!!

i got touched by the daddy poem so i used this skin:)

hope its nice:)


*me having fun @11:51 PM*


[[Friday, August 11, 2006]]

Celine is so nice!!haha. She gave us her $30 Marche vouchers today cos the expiry date was today and she coulnt make it. So me, val, yiwen, yien being the very unwasteful ppl went to use the voucher. Bu yong bai bu yong ma..haha.. at first was supposed to go watch fireworks today de.. but since like that then we went to eat at Marche! wahh!!.. i tell u man.. the queue was so long la! but it was seriously worth it! the ambeince there was totally WONDERFUL although i didnt notice it until i was full and decided to take a look around..haha.. well yupp.. so we ate and ate and ate.. shall upoad the photos when yien sends it to me.. but oh man!!! it was HEAVENLY BLISS!!haha.. then we had to rush for the fireworks.. but we were a bit too late la.. cos it started already..Abby joined us at that time also.. then we ran along the streets following the fireworks boom and anyhow cross roads shouting , "the sound from there la!!!" haha.. seriously damn fun to run in the night with your bag( plus my DB paddle).. then we saw it! it was like WHAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the fireworks DAMN DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE can.. we only got to see those higher ones .. but still.. it was like oh man.. magnificient la!!haha. but it like ended too fast lor..:( then we went to buy drinks and me and Abby being adventurous.. we went to try green tea with soy milk.. tasted ok la.. just that i wont go buy it again next time..haha yawn damn tired.. canoeing OIC tomorrow.. gonna be a hell of a day man..haha


*me having fun @11:33 PM*


[[Wednesday, August 09, 2006]]

NATIONAL DAY TODAY!haha..ok. so i went to have my face done today.gosh!i sound so posh..haha.but anyway.. i checked the dictionary for the meaning of facial and it say "beauty treatment for the face" but it should be torture for the face la! damn pain can. the lady was like..ok this would be a very relaxing and cooling experience for you.my foot please! it was cool..the room was like 10 degrees and i was trying to relax if the metal thing wasnt squeezing my skin like oange juice like that! and my face was electricuted 0.0.. the lady said that she'll pass SOME electricity over my face to help dry the pimples and to deflame them.. i got freaked out la! the whole time she used that machine, my whole right leg was twitching(literally !) but being a mentally tough and strong person i didnt shout out at all and endured through the whole thing.yeah.. so now my face is like some monkey's backside which is so friking red and swollen.. i dont want to go school on fri..ARGH!!!

gonna do some back tracking now..haha. yesterday was national day celebrations :). kind of missed crescent national day celebrations. i dunno.. but i guess the crazy feeling was just not THERE yet. i mean.. i felt high at some moments like when we escaped to play floor ball and a bit of basketball..and when me, susu, sze, sabu, bernie,flo went to the basketball court and started to sing our hearts out while e guys played basketball during the singing session..haha.. it must have been our melodious voiced that caused the canoe guys to shoot so many balls.haha.. but on the whole.. dunno.. was damn toned down ba. i think was cause of the class.. there was no class there.. literally also. we just sort of hanged out as canoeing.sighs.. but life's like that :) things are not always in your favour. yeah.. then was the hell training.. 3 and a half of k1 training.. gosh.. that was the 1st time that i felt so stable in a k1 and so controlled. i guess that long distance training really improves balance :)..haha.. then was xs21 outing!! piaed all the way to the ice skating rink at a record breaking time of 45 min! damn fast right?? HEE! so Alex didnt have to cry in the end and i managed to bug Jac into skating with us in her skirt ..haha.. so the damn nice jerrine went all the way home to help me bring jeans so i could skate..haha.. ice skating was DAMN fun!!haha.. some thing i noticed.. jason skated like a gorilla( not i make the comment one de hor.. it was the damn nice shaun:)) Jac skated like a penguin, jerrine was like a duck and shaun skated like a cat..haha.. sijing was like the bestest skater there la can..XD ..alex.. eh.. dun care him! =D.. so we ruled the ice and laughed like crap and had lots of fun!! i really felt damn happy la!!! really a bit highed when i skated damn fast!hee.. so i got a bit jealous cos alex was a damn good skater and he and his friend rocked in their skating while we were like really nooby..but i can skate faster than before..haha.. and i just fell once.. or was it twice.. but better than those ppl who learnt how to turn and kept on showing off in front of other ppl.XDhaha..then after that we went to kfc( but i ate macs:)) and kinda of like talked a bit and had dinner..by then i was really deaded..damn friking tired..haha.. but it was a damn happy day man!!

special message to Alex: YO PUTU!!haha.. dont think u'll see this since you say blogs are a waste of time..haha but happy birthday anyway! and thanks for being the weirdest guy i ever met and bringing so much fun and laughter to our class!! s21 wouldnt have been the same without u XD


*me having fun @8:18 PM*


[[Sunday, August 06, 2006]]

koped this from eileen blog!hahah

01) What is the phone brand? samsung
02) What are the last 3 digits of your mobile number? 830
03) What does the 2nd message in your inbox say? That test and the kinetics mcq exercise 1 to 5(cool!I am a mugger haha)
04) Who's the first person who comes up under the letter M? Maggie
05) Who's the last person you rang? Fang Zhou
06) Who was your last missed call from? adeline
07) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under D? Darius
08) What does the last message in your inbox say? (Its in chi la..but I’ll use hanyu pinyin..cos I dun have that ruddy chi dic thing.) jiu4 suan4 you2 yi1 tian1 ni2 bu4 li2 wo2, bu4 sms wo2, bu4 zhen1 xi4 wo2 le4, wo2 hai3 shi4 na4 ju4 zu4 fu2 ni2 de4 hua4. ni2 zui4 hao2 hai2 shi4 xiao2 xin1 dian2.(wah lau! Had a damn hard time typing that la..)
09)Who comes up under J? Jaclyn, jane, jas, Jason, jazreel, jean, Jessica, jessleen,ji lao shi, ji rong, jia yi, jian qiao, jie lin, jie lin’s mum(where did that come frm?) , joee, Joanna, Joe, joel, Jonathan, Joy, Joyceline, Joyce, Jun han
10) Go to your Sent Items- empty la
11) Who's the 4th person who comes up under S? sam O
12) Who's your network provider? Singtel
13) How many messages are currently in your inbox? 197(whao..didn’t noe got so many haha)
14) What do you have as your background? Spongebob!!
15) Who's the 2nd person who comes up under R? ray chuan
16) Who do you have on speed dial 3? Dad’s office
17) If you're on Pay as you Go, how much credit do you have? Wth is tat??
18) Who's the first person who comes up under C? calvin
19) How many bars of signal do you currently have? 3
20) What do you have as your main ringtone? It vibrates..haha

mugged thewhole day.. beat man.. haha.. think i used up a lot of my brain juices la...ok..shall continue to mug..haha


*me having fun @5:49 PM*


[[Saturday, August 05, 2006]]

Blog kind of dieded with its owner I guess.. wasn’t a good day for me today. Training was really very bad..capsized 2 times!! 2TIMES! Gosh! I can really go jump building le. The seniors all expect so much from me, and I can STILL capsize after rowing into a bloody k1 for so long.. like what the hell is wrong with me la!!ARGH!! gotta reflect and seriously train harder from now on. I CANNOT tap and CANNOT cap!! Charmaine was right, you must have confidence in yourself, tapping is equals to capping. Don’t be afraid of the boat, control it and not the other way round. I wish time could go back.. let me undo those capsizes.. URGH!!! So friking fustrated with myself.. had recce and flyers distribution today. Was ok ba.. but it was only later during the dinner I was like suddenly so moody.. guess was kind of affected by Cheryl.. she was in quite a bad state.. asked her how she was but she kind of ignored me. I know that she was deep in her thoughts and everything but she was like indirectly venting her fustrations on me by some of her actions.. well that’s what I felt… was quite hurt...then plus all the stupid disappointments of training and friking tired and hungry..oh man.. was a deadly combination la! felt like bashing everything that I saw..ARGH!!!!!!! broods…. Full day mugging session tomorrow..oh man.. nothing is cheering me up these few daysL life sucks big time can.. really BIG!! But I know next week is gonna be a change XD haha..ok.. maybe life not so bad after all..haha


*me having fun @10:29 PM*


[[*Daddy]]

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was "Daddy's Day" at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
Of a dad who's never there
a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?!"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard another father say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom,
and looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy
and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone."

"Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far "

"You see he was a fireman
and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
and taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed..
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.


Anon.



[[*Me]]

19 this year!! getting older by the day sigh!! currently studying in Oatley Senior High Campus cos didnt do well for As so have to retake the HSC CRY!! loves chocolate,cakes,sleeping,sun and sea!HAHA

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~ galore
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