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[[Wednesday, May 24, 2006]]

Havent blogged in quite a while already. The past weekend had been hectic and one of the best weekends I ever had.XD. today was the council thing and sports day. I dunno, but it was quite a turnover day for me..haha. started out as a very tiring day because of morning training.running and boxing at the time. Was quite tiring la. then council thing..haha then after that I just ponned every single lesson..well actually pe and physics only XD. Haha..had a really fun time with Corrine and Florence gossiping about everything haha. Oh man, it was like such a zi4 high talk la. me and Corrine were like so HIGH over the subjects .lol.haha then went over to canoe table and me sabu and vic had our usual wed free period gang.poor vic, she was so tired la.. slept like so late at night everyday to pia homework..she was like so sleepy, so we asked her to pon PW and sleep.then me and sabu took turns to take care of her! Haha I think I not bad nurse lei..got potential de haha. And I learnt something new today!! Haha I learnt how to play with fire!!! THANKS LOADS SABU! Haha.. I was like such a quick learner la haha..now I can have fire held in my hands without burning myself HAHA..so pro right?haha..then me and Sabu had a fun time climbing over the railings at the far end of the canteen…haha we were like squeezing ourselves though the gap in the railings then we climbed back up with STYLE! XD damn fun la can..like back in primary school! Man! How I miss recess playing catching!!haha those were the FUN days man. Then me and sabu saw this DAMN cool pair of swords..real ones mind you.. can kill de lor.. just a bit blunt.haha! so we went up to make friends with the ppl holding these swords.they were the Chinese drama ppl and were like practicing for the fri Chinese drama.. so being very nice ppl they lend e 2 swords to me and sabu. MUAHAHA!! Then we had a GREAT time going around threatening ppl and to kill them ..muahahas.well actually we promised to advertise it la.. so I shall keep my promise

Anyone interested in going for the Chinese drama this Friday at 7.30 pm at lt5.. tickets at 5 bucks.. and you might get to play with the damn cool swords at the end of the play!haha

Well yup.. then was the sports day. Shall congratulate our class members for getting third in the 4 by 100 m!!! CONGRATS JASON, PHOEBE, ESTER, NARAEN!!haha really proud of you guys man s22 rawks!! Haha.. then was the long2 team, wen pan, franklin, ce jing, sean. They were damn zai la!! nj canoeing rocks totally la!! the speed was like WHAO!! Joel was like saying next year must continue e long2 team tradition in lignum.. him, franklin, zhi kai n junhan..haha.. must jia you man!! Continue e lignum long2 tradition of 4 by 400 m!!

Well ya.. today was kinda like the turnover day for me.. was really sad to see that almost our whole class ponned the sports day. Only left the guys (surprisingly haha) and a few (really few) gals.. so there was only like less than a quarter of the class there. When we were like doing the cheers and everything. I suddenly thought of xs21. we were a rojak class.. yes.. but we had class spirit. We went for all the antaios house gathering, cheered and had so much fun together.. but now.. there were like only a handful of them and they were like really quiet and in the end I joined with another class to cheer.. I was really sad la.. missed xs21 like crazy la.. especially when they started to play the mass dance songs.. oh man.. I was like ahhhh!!!! Xs21!! Sobs… it reminded me of the dance nite la.. where we all went crazy with dancing.. then we all formed a chain and ran around the whole parade square like crazy.. cutting into everyone’s path and very high and laughed like mad! Then the part when almost all of us went onto the table to dance !! oh man!! Then after that we went over to the oasis to tell ghost stories.. then was the dance again! Mass dance until we were so tired but so FUNNN!!!! Then at the end of the day we cheered our class cheers. Antaio cheers.. man.. I REALLY missed those days… I miss having a really bonded class with so much class spirit. I miss having all the xs21 ppl in nj together in one class.. I miss all our outings.. I miss all the ponning of lectures ,pw and school.. I miss all the fun and laughter.. I miss all those stressfree days.. I miss the feeling of acceptance and home of xs21.. I know I shouldn’t think so much.. a lot of ppl say I think too much.. but I was really sad today that you all never call for me to go..i guess its like those days when it is not it ba… but I really don’t feel as bonded to my class now as xs21.. even though s22 is fun, but I don’t know the ppl there well enough.maybe it is cause my subject combi is like the only 2 in the class and I don’t get to see the whole class all the time except civics, and I am like so packed with training that I can rarely go with you all out… I am just sad that the class is segregated and we don’t have much class spirit… JC life is our last 2 years in a school wearing a uniform.. I really don’t want it to be just a passing 2 years of my life. I really wanna look back one day and think.. yeah! Jc life rocked totally man! And to meet up with our classmates 20 years down the road and have the same fun and laughter together.. I really hope the class can combine together as a whole.. just like xs21.. oh man!! The first 3 months really rocked my life!! I hope that I can really feel for my class like before.. I don’t wanna just leave jc with only deep attachments for canoeing and xs21.. I hope that s22 will have a deep attachment on me too..

So I promised jasmine not to think too much about it..haha.. so I shall again keep my promise..if not I would not get to eat digestives XD haha.. but thanks a lot Corrine, berny, jasmine, meiqi, victoria… you guys really made me feel loads better.. and I promise not to think much about it already.. the most important thing now is to concentrate on studies and canoeing..and I promise I will.. I am cheereded up le!! Thanks gals!! Love u all loads man!!

Just had a debrief of trashing today… had my comments read by the seniors.. they said I die out easily and I need ppl to push me.. so I need to push myself harder. I think my mental strength is not there yet.. I really must push hard from now on.. I cannot give up no matter how tired I am and I must persevere on.. the best news today is that I STILL GET TO ROW WITH DAWN FOR THE NATIONALS!!! I was sooo happy to hear that. A lot of ppl say that we are the luckiest pair in the team.. so I must treasure this luck and not take it for granted.. I must work hard to push not only for myself, but also for dawn!!

I believe that the team can do it. we must push hard together as a team especially the junior girls team.. we have to have the DESIRE and PASSION to go on and to have the COMMITMENT in canoeing.. without these 3 factors, there would be no njc canoeing.. so we cannot give up because mr yong, our teacher and our seniors have not given up on us..so we must jian1 chi2 dao4 di2…heart and soul go the distance!

*me having fun @10:18 PM*

[[Sunday, May 21, 2006]]

currently blogging in the middle of the night at jaclyn's house.. i think i am going to die of activities la.. so many things have happened over the weekend haha.. the j1 girls impromptu outing, corrines's sleepover, funtasia, me jac shaun jason stay out late nite, jac impromtu sleepover, canoeing cip..oh man.. i am like so going to die la.haha

ok.. 1st things first. the j1 girls impromptu outing to eat at ps on friday nite.. we like finally decided to go out after so long being cooped up in school. then went over to ps to eat at the food court there where shitface intro me to my first bowl of ba chor mee(or something like that) and vic say that i got deprived childhood cause never try all the singapore delicacies..haha.. shall be waiting for her promise to bring me out to the nice places to eat in singapore haha..well so the ppl tat went.. me, vic, sze,jus,sok, qi, berny, n cheryl.haha.. were like talking all sorts of rubbish and gossipping tons.. i think the j1 gals this year very de KPO..haha but i like!!XD.. then the joke of the day.. ah pan..hahaha..gosh.. thnks to sze now that image is like stuck in my brain la..haha. had a wonderful time man.should go out like every 2 wks or something

now is corrine'sleepover..oh man.. that was like once in a lifetime experience for me.. i wanna have a twin too!!!!! haha.. my first impression of cherlyn was.. oh my gosh! she talks EXACTLY like corrine..haha.. especially when corrine went to bathe ,i was like talking to cherlyn ,then i was like talking to corrine like that, just that they looked a little bit different. she was like saying corrine's fav stuff like ,diao and turnoff la.. my goodness.. they are SO alike la!! haha.. and i ADORE their dogs la!! hha..was like so facinated over by brownie(which i called hazelnut) .she was like so cute and kept following me around the whole place la.. hha.. i am a dog person! XD..haha.. then we all like slacked then watch tv and crapped a lot. then it was time to sleep. stupid corrine la.. say cannot talk too much so must sleep..she bunked with her sis then i slept on her bed (cause she say her sis plus her smaller than e BLEH!) haha.. in the end corrine was like wake up at 12 then go down her living room sleep..haha.when cherlyn woke me up.. i thought was corrine la..haha jing dao le! but the twins ROCKED man!!haa. must have another sleepover soon man!!

FUNTASIA!! oh man!! it ROCKED!! and i was so tired after mending the stall for like the whole day.haha.. was really fun man.. but i would not want to touch pasta for a loooong time man..haha.. had enough of pasta for some time already le.XD.. went around mostly to buy food la.. hope next year dun have to have stalls then can go around to play all the games..haha.. then our pasta really sold real well man..haha the first n second batch sold like so fast la.. we even managed to sell the sauce by itelf in the end..so zai! haha.. then we went to celebrate yiwen's bdae at island creamey..haha got her a mud pie and i sinned by sharing one with choon yee..haha.. then i had to make my way ALL the way to PS and i was like damn early..haha

xs21 OUTING!!!! oh man... was really looking forward to the sleepover la.. but pity jerrine's parents n shaun's dun allow sleepover..so i the end me , jac , shaun n jason stayed up until like 4 am in ps .. so i was like the 1st person to reach PS.. then i like roamed every level for like 45 min until jac came. then shaun was like.. oh sijing.. i gonna be late cause of the bbq..ya.. blah blah.. so i thought he would come around 11.. but turned out only 30 min late and jason was LATER!!! gosh.. guy nowadays are so horrible de.haha.. so me and jac the pigs went to stock up on bisquits and ruffles then we went all the way (WALKING) to the pool place to play pool..(and i was carrying a 7 kg bag!).. go there then realise that the place was FULLY booked..haiz.. so we went down to eat a bit and talk rubbish..oh before that me and jac were just commenting on how e guys in xs21.. we were like saying that the gals there are like so much more guy than the guys la XD(hint hint*)..haha then went back to the pool area.. but was STILL booked.. so we had to walk all the way back to PS..ARGH! i wsa like dead tired..lol..haha.. then we kinda like rotted at the burger king talking all sorts of nonsensical things..haha it was damn funny la!! CHEW!!!XDXD apple tree lol.. then we were almost chased out of BK.. so we went mac.. but it was like so the not full la.. then sat outside the dunno where place beside starbucks and played guess wad.. uno..(thanks a lot shaun).. playing the disney princess uno in the middle of the night..i bet we the first few teenegers that would do that in ps at like 1 at am la... then finally switch to bridge..(where i was damn tired!! SLEEP!!) haha.. then we were just saying that jac deal e cards always she very nice deck then the rest like lao sai.. then shaun deal always mine like lao sai.. ten i deal the best cause everyone is like fair n equal.haha..meet the pro..damn! i very sleepy le.. jac the pig is snoring like a pig la..hahaXD oh man.. i am so tired.. well then at 3 we all went home.. shaun in his parants car(damn! his car is nice la.. i jealous) then jason's turn to send me n jac home..haha.oh before that.. i was just telling the cabby must drive faster than shaun de car cos we are better than im!!haha.. and the cabby so cool la.. really drive faster and we surpassed his car!! MUAHAHA!! oh damn.. i tired le.. tomorrow still got cip..!! DIE DIE!! 2 plus hrs of sleep!! i cant take it!! die liao le..haha.. but today ws FUUUNNN!!!!XDXD

*me having fun @3:36 AM*

[[Tuesday, May 16, 2006]]

I think I like Tuesdays XD. Get to see most of my classmates on Tuesday. Sometimes I kinda like wish I was in a permanent class and not a rojak class like now. But it is kinda fun cause get to know more people! But now I guess everything is just fine. And I just cant wait for funtasisa!! Got so many things happening on Friday sat n sun.. life is gonna get hectic really soon!!haha.. training was cancelled today because all the teachers couldn’t make it. so we stayed back to watch deep blue. Really good show.. taught me a lot about team spirit and never giving up. Rowing seems quite fun..haha..might want to try it someday. Corrine was also saying that one fine day go try out rowing..haha its gonna be harder than u think it is my dear da bian lao gong! Oh man.. I am so tired lately…stress piling up with all the unfinished homework and tests coming up. I just wish I could pon lesson one day. Sleep until noon then wake up to do homework. Hai..but in the end I still have to drag myself to school.. why cant nj have a sleeping period?? I think that would be the most effective period of all..

And my toe still hurts.. stupid me…

*me having fun @11:17 PM*

[[Monday, May 15, 2006]]

Today was such a tiring day.. stoned throughout the lectures and slept through most of them.. oh man.. cant take this any more! I need SLEEP!!!.. managed to like sleep for 50 min today cause of free period.. so suang la! Listened to shao jian’s ipod n fell asleep in the library.. Even had a funny dream where I was flying.. weird.. never had any encounters with flying before.quite cool feeling, might want to try out flying next time XD. No training today cause I really wanted to go home to just flop on the bed and like what sze min always say.. boom on the bed..haha. but in the end went with hong wei and eric to coronation to buy the publication stuff.. but as usual ended up eating most of the time.. talking really crap and only managed to buy like a packet of colour paper in the end. And guess who I bumped into while we were eating the honey lemon dunno wad chicken rice (damn nice de! Must go try!!).. shao jian n yue qi(MY NEW MADE CRESCENT FRIEN!!) crescent rules man!! Haha.. then we had a very fun time staring at shao jian all the time until she was almost screaming out…don’t stare at me already LA!! Haha.. damn funny! Silly shao jian!

Well.. then went back to crescent (only ended up with me and sam ..sighs.. like usual..)..oh man.. I MISSED CRESCENT!!!! It was like so familiar to walk up that so unsteep slope.. there were like quite a few changes… there’s a new guardhouse!! Haha so cool la.. but that means its harder to smuggle food from mobile le. Then me and sam had a tour around the school and went back to our old class.4C2!!!! the vase of flowers and peacock feathers still there!! OH MAN!!! It was like so home la.. then the new ppl added GREEN curtains to our changing room. BRONTE all e way!! How I miss the class.. the atmosphere.. the fun.. laughter.. all the great times that I had in crescent!! I sat back at my old chair, my old position. I could just picture all the lessons we had…ms ang with her super speed in amaths, in which we still managed to catch up. Mr lee with his super slow speed, in which we could still catch up in the end. Mrs yip with her talk to the board only, mrs chia with her jump here and there chapters, mr lim with his lip licking and deep voice that would vibrate e floor when he sings, mdm lim with her Chinese proverbs, ms lau with her wonderfulness in everything, ms goh with her drama… all the teachers have had a deep impact on me.. I miss them there for us.thank you all so much for giving such great lessons and memories for us!!!

Then the grand finale for the day.. I was just a very tired soul wandering around my room without the light, trying to find my way to the bed.. then I didn’t realize my table was shifted.. so being such a goofball, I was kicking around in the dark then WHAM! My foot kicked against the bloody table and PAIN LA!!!! The big toe nail was like cracked and the skin around it cut. DAMN IT! such a careful person I am la.. just hope it heals before I bleed to death……URGH!..

*me having fun @10:27 PM*

[[Sunday, May 14, 2006]]

I lost to myself

I tried my best, pushed my hardest. But I guess that’s not enough. Will power is what I lack I think. i am so sorry lina. I pulled you down, I disappointed the faith you had in me.

Thank you so much dawn for being there for me. though we didn’t do as well as expected, but I really felt you today. I’ll never forget this race.

Im just a tired exhausted person today.

to all nj canoeists.. u all did damn well today!! really proud of u all XD
hey crescent canoeist!! good job man!! really proud of you all today!!

*me having fun @9:05 PM*

[[Saturday, May 13, 2006]]

had a nightmare today... i woke up at 9 and realised that i was late for the nats woman's kayaking.. i rushed all the way to macritchie..but my event was over and both my events were DQed. everyone blamed me for waking up late.. then i really woke up..heng ah. thankfully it was just a nightmare...

oh gosh.. i'm nervous.. this is my 1st canoe race for the year.. i can do it.. i have to.. it's not as if i never raced before, but i just hate this feeling in my stomach. its like u wanna do something to forget about it.. but your fingers just doesnt want to stop moving. i need to relax!...

the whole team can do it tomorrow.. i just know it. we must not give up no matter what and consistence all the way.

Dawn, it shall be our last race together tomorrow. no matter what happens i will push my hardest. pull for each other ok? we can do it! 1000 may be a bit longer than 500, but no matter what, we must NEVER drop power, consistent all the way. we must bear with the pain, it will only be shortlived and i will be there just as you are always there for me.. rest well today.. jia you! tiggers unite XD.sijing always no matter what

Lina, its our first race together.. even though we have never partnered each other before, but there is always a first time. we may not be accustomed to each other's strokes, but i will put in my full effort in our race. 500m.. we can do this together! JIA YOU!!!

heart and soul go the distance. jia you everyone!

*me having fun @7:40 PM*

[[Friday, May 12, 2006]]

TOOK K2 WITH VICTORIA TODAY!!! haha it came out as such a shock man..haha.but i was pretty upset that i coulnt get to row with dawn for the last time before nats woman kayaking..but it was a totally new experience with my dearest vic!! the 1000,500 sets were not bad, we pushed very hard and could tail debbie n jas boat(but still need to work very hard to catch up)..but oh man.. we capped at the end while we finished a 250 sprint.. i was so sad la.. WHY??i am so sorry Vic... i know i am not a very stable back rower.. and our paddle was sucked in and i must apologise to all the K2 gals cause of us u all haf to do 100 pushups.. but i promise to put in my full concentration next time and not cap at all was feeling pretty demoralised after that..but the K2 outing cheered me up TONS!! haha we like had impromptu and finally decided to go ledo to eat at subway XD.. me,dawn ,corrine,vic,constance, debbie, jas n sok joo sat frm like 10 plus all the way until 2.30 crapping and talking the whole time..haha . it was a really good time to bond together man.. i just wished that we could have stayed longer man..haha.oh and i bumped into a few crescent ppl(long time no see them le) and miraculously Hao wen..haha he was like wearing the same black shirt at the s14 outing last time.. yea.. then it was neos time!! walked over to cine to take neos ( bumped into a lot of nj ppl haha) and it was homecoming and sleeping for me. corrine had to meet her sis la.. damn wasted.. really wanted to see both of them together but she shooed me home..oh man.. wished i could see both of them together haha.. so cool to have twins man..haha.. then we were talking about xavier n his non identical twin.. then i added that matthew would be my non identical twin cos born on same day..haha dawn was like.. u like tat then i have a lot of non identical twins le..haha.. nationals woman kayaking coming le.. everyone must jia you ok?? no matter what must jian chi dao di!! GAMBATEH!!!! XD

and a special message to SABU!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIR GUANO!! hope ur day is as unshitty(learnt it frm u XD) for once in your life.. must win on sunday k?? trash all e other schools.. njc canoeing can do it..heart n sould go e dist.. have a blasting 17th birthday and happy watching ur1st nc16 movie!! love loads SIJING

*me having fun @6:14 PM*

[[Thursday, May 11, 2006]]

Training was cancelled today cos too many people couln’t make it. it was supposed to be my mugging day la. Me and szemin was like..eh later wanna study at canoe table until 7 plus anot? It was damn funny la can.. both of us in the end went out.. was planning to watch MI3 with shao jian and choon yee, then I was just about to msg sze but she msged me at that exact time saying that she going out with her mum..haha! damn funny la. Me and shitface was laughing over that for like ages… in the end I didn’t manage to watch the movie..sighs.. I never get the chance to go out much nowadays with training and studying..was just telling ms lim how packed life is everyday. She agrees too..she was like..i wanted to go watch that hedgehog movie some time.. I think its very funny and cute( my eyes popped la!) ms lim is like still a child lor..haha.she so cute la!!.. anyway.. continuation of my unable to watch MI3 movie.. well in the end me shao jian and choon yee had to go all the way to some ulu pasir panjang place to collect the 11 boxes of sponsored pasta.. we thought it was gonna be HUGE la.. in the end come out so puny and could fit so nicly in shao jian’s boot and still got space to fit me inside la.. but oh man.. we took SO much pains in finding that bloody place!! Shao jian’s mum took 30 min to locate that area ( in which me n choon yee slept through everything..haha) then I realized it was like so near my house.. but actually it was not supposed to.. so shao jian’s mum went around the west coast area a few times.. I was like.. why not go my place and get the street directory? Then shao jian that wonderful woman said.. I have in the car (went to take it out) but I dunno how to read it.. ( I almost slapped my head la!!).. so me being the very pro map reader..took out the directory and went to study it. it was messy at first but clever ppl adaptto things fast man (XD) haha.. so under my brilliance.. we only got lost once and we finally managed to find that WONDERFUL place before 5.. that adventure over liao.. was thinking of going home to sleep and mug a bit but sam called and asked to go jurong point to mug n eat dinner with min. so I always being the damn on person agreed( which was a stupid move) cos I had to wait for both of them for 1 hr and in the end venue changed to jurong east entertainment center. I called sam like 13 times and she never reply la. Was DAMN pissed off man!and what made my day even more miserable was to bump into YEO HAIKAL and david and their friend at long johns,where I kana suaned and made to look dumb by STUPID haikal!! ( idiot guy.. better not let me see him in school or else I’ll whack him so hard he flies to Africa with his ass stuck up some oil refining center).. they went pooling in e end.. wanted to join while waiting 4 sam and min but was not er.. what they call it..civilized(wearing home clothes) yea..so there I was eating jollybean pancake waiting for like 30 min ..stoning like an idiot..before they finally arrived! Gosh! Stayed up until like 10 plus then finally HOME!! SLEEP!!! Such a hiong day man.. and now I am too excited to sleep cos tomorrow got k2 girls outing!! YAH!!!! Can’t wait!!! Gonna be a blast man!! It would be like the t1 girls outing and better!=)

Today during morning study session while they passed down the training sign up sheet for next week, I turned and shouted “ DAWN! What days you training next week?” then Sze min said “ you not raining anymore with Dawn next week already wad..” at that particular point I suddenly felt so lost and saddened.. it was a feeling I never had before. I don’t know whether to feel happy that I can finally feel something I never felt before or to be sad…..

ahem.. because of the nagging of some ppl, i shall blog a bit more of the meetin with sam n min.. so we um went to the library to like mug a bit( in which i did 1 qn of maths. sam did enzymes.min..god noes wad she was doin..) then went to eat at the food court and talked too much crap haha. oh before that..me and sam were LAUGHING out heads off cos of all the SUDDEn changes in min HAHAHAH eg.. her specs.. pencil box HAHAHA.. then we laughed like crap cos of the pics in sam's phone.. hahah rite sam XDXD.. yea.. ok .. so did not only blog about my pissed moments la k??

*me having fun @11:24 PM*

[[Wednesday, May 10, 2006]]

My blogskin so fun la can.haha. its like msn like that. PHEW! Finally did up my blog. Been like a thousand gazillion years since I changed my skin and start to fully write up. Quite sad come to think of it. 5 months passed la, and all the wonderful memories are there in my mind somewhere.. but I just can’t seem to recall. Sometimes I wonder if I have short term memory loss. I really wanna hold on to all the fun and laughter that I experienced..but it all seems to be just hallucinations. Did I dream them? Gosh.. the entry seems to sound damn emotional la..haha.. not me man..ok.. back to crap time. Well yeah.. I was supposed to stay back to finish up my chem. Bonding on er.. mon.. but kinda ended up doing up the blog….i think black is such a cool colour.. so mysterious la XD like me..muahaha..aniwae.. today was a long last waiting day!! Finally got to train after 3 days!! Yah!! Blast the stupid flu..stupid cough.. stupid sore throat..hope they go away before the nat woman kayaking man.. PLEASE !! took k1 today, everything rocked except the sprinting part. I damn sad la can.. stupid stupid stupid! Why can’t I still balance on the boat?!!#%%^&*^% ARGH!!!! Was doing just fine before the starting line.. but after vivien shouted Go.. the boat seemed to like have a mind on its own. The direction was like off n so was the balance. I NEED TO CONTROL THE BOAT NOT E OTHER WAY ROUND!gosh! I gotta get that straight into my head!! So once again I was like the last for the sprints. Damn demoralizing la… depression… just hope that I would quickly improve soon.

This part below is dedicated to my WONDERFUL partner DAWN
And I am gonna miss my dear Dawn LOTS! 101% confirm wont get to row with her no more after nat woman kayaking.. 4 months n a bit more of trainings together. Its really a long time.. the longest partner ever since the starting of the year. All the sweat, blood n hardships that we have suffered together.. I AM GONNA MISS U DAWN!! SOBS.. I don’t like changes even though they are for the better.. I just wanna tell u dawn that even though I am not a very strong back rower.. so much weaker than the other senior back rowers.. but you have pushed me hard during training and for that I really thank you thousands.you taught me never to give up no matter how much pain we suffered together. I can still remember all those tough trainings that we lagged behind the other k2s, but we never gave up.. my whole body was aching and in so much pain.. but we didn’t give up. We just cried our way through the pain and continued to whack against all odds. Our balance was the main problem.. but we managed to overcome that.. even on an apache we could whack. I was like so blasting happy during the week we took apache cos we could balance on it.. the feeling was great man!! Throughout the 28k of the canoe marathon we encouraged one another and fought through the challenges against us.. even though u may not know it..i just wanted you to know that without you there..it would be very hard for me to complete the race.. it was the longest time I rowed nonstop ..and without your small figure(dun kill me 4 tat k?XD) in front of me for encouragement.. I wouldn’t have so much determination to go on..remember what u wrote to me? u said ur senior once told you that the most practical and effective way of encouragement is to put in POWER and pull as hard as you can for your partner.. I’ll remember that always and pass it on.....I’ll cherish all those trainings with you..i’ll learn from our mistakes and improve from them.. no matter what happens and what the line up is.. I just wanna you to know that the past 5 months of training with you would be an experience I would never forget.. it would be a once in a lifetime thing that I would cherish and keep with me forever.. the national woman’s kayaking would be our last race.. we can do it dawn.. I am gonna put my 101% effort in it. WE CAN DO IT!!! I will race and pia until the end.. we shall not give up.. consistent all the way!!! Like wad u said.. dun be afraid of the pain.. it will come.. but it will definitely go away.. this I shall remember especially during the 1000m race.. !! WE CAN DO IT DAWN!! The final grand finale of our partnership XD!! Heart n soul go e distance !! LOVE, SIJING ALWAYS!!!!

*me having fun @10:09 PM*