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[[Monday, May 15, 2006]]

Today was such a tiring day.. stoned throughout the lectures and slept through most of them.. oh man.. cant take this any more! I need SLEEP!!!.. managed to like sleep for 50 min today cause of free period.. so suang la! Listened to shao jian’s ipod n fell asleep in the library.. Even had a funny dream where I was flying.. weird.. never had any encounters with flying before.quite cool feeling, might want to try out flying next time XD. No training today cause I really wanted to go home to just flop on the bed and like what sze min always say.. boom on the bed..haha. but in the end went with hong wei and eric to coronation to buy the publication stuff.. but as usual ended up eating most of the time.. talking really crap and only managed to buy like a packet of colour paper in the end. And guess who I bumped into while we were eating the honey lemon dunno wad chicken rice (damn nice de! Must go try!!).. shao jian n yue qi(MY NEW MADE CRESCENT FRIEN!!) crescent rules man!! Haha.. then we had a very fun time staring at shao jian all the time until she was almost screaming out…don’t stare at me already LA!! Haha.. damn funny! Silly shao jian!

Well.. then went back to crescent (only ended up with me and sam ..sighs.. like usual..)..oh man.. I MISSED CRESCENT!!!! It was like so familiar to walk up that so unsteep slope.. there were like quite a few changes… there’s a new guardhouse!! Haha so cool la.. but that means its harder to smuggle food from mobile le. Then me and sam had a tour around the school and went back to our old class.4C2!!!! the vase of flowers and peacock feathers still there!! OH MAN!!! It was like so home la.. then the new ppl added GREEN curtains to our changing room. BRONTE all e way!! How I miss the class.. the atmosphere.. the fun.. laughter.. all the great times that I had in crescent!! I sat back at my old chair, my old position. I could just picture all the lessons we had…ms ang with her super speed in amaths, in which we still managed to catch up. Mr lee with his super slow speed, in which we could still catch up in the end. Mrs yip with her talk to the board only, mrs chia with her jump here and there chapters, mr lim with his lip licking and deep voice that would vibrate e floor when he sings, mdm lim with her Chinese proverbs, ms lau with her wonderfulness in everything, ms goh with her drama… all the teachers have had a deep impact on me.. I miss them there for us.thank you all so much for giving such great lessons and memories for us!!!

Then the grand finale for the day.. I was just a very tired soul wandering around my room without the light, trying to find my way to the bed.. then I didn’t realize my table was shifted.. so being such a goofball, I was kicking around in the dark then WHAM! My foot kicked against the bloody table and PAIN LA!!!! The big toe nail was like cracked and the skin around it cut. DAMN IT! such a careful person I am la.. just hope it heals before I bleed to death……URGH!..

*me having fun @10:27 PM*

[[*Daddy]]

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was "Daddy's Day" at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
Of a dad who's never there
a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?!"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard another father say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom,
and looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy
and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone."

"Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far "

"You see he was a fireman
and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
and taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed..
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

Anon.

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