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[[Sunday, July 15, 2007]]

gone on a mugging holiday

*me having fun @12:55 PM*

[[Thursday, July 12, 2007]]

ITS OVER!!!!! thats all i can say now:) no more piaing the ergo alone, no more self training alone, no more worrying about lying to my parents, no more having to go training with the fear that i would lag and be behind everyone, no more having to feel weird again!!!:):) i can be a normal happy person who i was before!!!:):) so many memories both good and bad. so many feelings, pain, thoughts, anger, resentment, gratefullness, happiness... uncountable! i've really learnt a lot these past 2 years. although not all of them were pleasant, i'm grateful for them.:) if you were to say i would not miss canoeing.. haha ..that would be lying. but i really wont miss those fake moments i feel.. the suffocatingness(if there's such a word)..but i would miss it terribly in the months and years to come.canoeing.sounds so damn whao to others..yet when you are actually in it, its far from whoa...its hardwork.. earning every second with heart and soul, sweat and blood. i guess thats a lesson learnt. not everthing you see is what it is actually, everything is from hardwork and effort. hurts like hell.. but its worth it. mr yong's going death valley tomorrow. really wish all the best to him. although i dont mind going there to support if i get to be in an air con vehicle, i really would go. tried to be in his shoes once by going with wei wei to a steam room and jogged around. almost died in 10 min.. he is one tough guy man. although you'll never see this.. but all the way mr yong!:) had a nice chat with bell on the mrt back home today.. yeah. guess its true ba.. but it is really quite sad.although it is considered a team.. sometimes thing are just too much on the surface. so much so that i feel that this whole 2 years was almost wasted. but then again.. sometimes you just cant help it. this is life right? life is never perfect, you just gotta learn to adapt. but no matter what.. this year nationals has taught me a lot. i did my best for you peixin if you might stumble upon this one fine day. i just hope that no matter what, treasure nationals as much as i treasured mine this year:) the feeling is totally within yourself only:)

*me having fun @9:13 PM*

[[*Daddy]]

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was "Daddy's Day" at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
Of a dad who's never there
a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?!"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard another father say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom,
and looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy
and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone."

"Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far "

"You see he was a fireman
and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
and taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed..
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

Anon.

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