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[[Tuesday, November 28, 2006]]

train mug train mug train.. i am DEAD tired...

*me having fun @6:40 PM*

[[Saturday, November 11, 2006]]

i now know why my blog died in the past 2 years..haha.. kind of lazy to update..so i shant update till i feel like it a turning point of my life.. cos now it isnt.. i am being entrapped under the evil forces of my parents control and i cant do a thing about it.. not saying its bad.. it is VERY bad. cant go regatta tomorrow. cant go penang. cant go train unless i say go sch lesson. cant close my door. cant on my phone. cant go online unless they happen to go walk. cant do a thousand and one gazillion things until god knows when.. COME ON LA! ppl here 17 le la.. not some stupid 7 year old kid who only knows how to count till maybe a hundred.. or a bit more.. i am a LIVING being ya know.. one that has BRAINS you know.. not one who likes being called stupid and dumb all the time.. it sort of like affects the child's mental if you kindly would flip some medical book. GOSH!!! there is seriously no life for me at all except to MUG i am really starting to hate that word to the core now..yeah.. so if i could one day perhaps move away.. it would be a blessing.. though i would miss my mum's cooking. haiz.. i really wanna go regatta tomorrow.. i wanna train with the tean..:( training alone really sux big time..haiz.. team.. if u guys happen to see..haha.. allt he best tomorrow.. really whack all out and give more than anyone else in the boat. no regrets after the race. HEART AND SOUL GO THE DISTANCE! i'll give all my moral supportXD

*me having fun @10:45 PM*

[[*Daddy]]

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was "Daddy's Day" at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
Of a dad who's never there
a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?!"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard another father say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom,
and looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy
and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone."

"Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far "

"You see he was a fireman
and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
and taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed..
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

Anon.

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