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[[Friday, September 08, 2006]]

Whoever invented mugging is a horrible person. I just spent my entire holiday mugging like a real mugger..gosh! i just hate this word.. i'll just live through it untilt the end of JC then i will scream if i hear that word again.. only 3 more weeks and a bit more till promos.. how scary is that? i am really quite stressed now.. intensive mugging like crap now seems to help a bit.. but i really cant understand a lot of things..:( if not for the teachers.. i think i would have just DIED! had a nice chat with Naraen yesterday.. more of an educational one.. his motto.. get promoted or die trying.. literally too.. i really dont want to be retained.. is is a die die no! but thanks for the encouragement man:) everyone can all do it de! we will all get promoted!!

haha! so about today..i only got one word..F.U.N.. well only at night to be exact..haha! studied like crap until like 4 plus then went out for dinner with jerrine and shaun! Jac coulnt make it cause she was too tired from her east coast park outing..haha! you missed out fun man:( finally today got some excitement in the whole mugging holiday.. went to PS (again) and had subway for dinner..haha! we are such healthy freaksXD.. so i was the early bird for once and then jerrine came.. so we mucked around playing drums and bishi bashi waiting for the king shaun who took damn long with his hair..LOL and i realised that i am not a bad samurai considering the fact that i got to stage 2 on my first attempt!!haha..beat alex man! so yeah.. the king came at last and we got to eat our food then we went to play more drums..( to watch more drums.. for me la..) and so i was there looking at the ever so fast beats going down.. getting more and more sleepy by the minute..haha! then shaun played the 10X song thing which was so fast that i spent the whole time staring at one of the drums trying to see the stick hit it.. which was unsuccessful..so i gave up..haha! not bad la.. but i shant boost your ego so i shant say anything=D Jerrine very good la! ( i think she has been secretly practicing with her cousin..haha) play until damn zai.. i could just sit there and stare..haha! then more samurai..then daytona!!haha!! damn fun! but my car kind of like SPOILED you see.. so the brakes and wheels were like not really working properly.. so i was kind of like last for the everything..but it was really the cars fault.. its max speed was like only 187 while the rest of them were like 250 plus.. so i really had no choice but to use some tactics like swerving here and there to increase my chances to beating them:) not bad really.. considering the fact that my car is spoilt ..haha! well yeah.. then came dessert! YUM!! and.. hahah!! our bombarding of jielin's phone.. quite lame but really fun la.. each of us like bombed her with yeah she said it msges after one sent one msg.. thanks to her toes being hurt.. blah blah..haha..damn fun!! then kind of like lazed around and i got abit high cause was damn tired..LOL.. so me and shaun ran down the up escalator.. and the nice old guy left me to run up the down escalator..which i was deadly embarrassed by a guy who kept staring at me.. but yeah.. damn stupid and lame.. but FUN:)haha!! so um.. jerrine was like saying that we should just go down a down escalator.. which took me a while to get it..i'm telling you.. when ppl tired.. ppl cant take chiminoligy..haha.. so um.. ya.. then all of us ran down the up travelator.. HAHA! that was damn funny cos the guy was really confused. he saw us going down then turned to go up the other travelator then saw it was going down so he was like HUH? then he saw us going down the up travelator and was like HUH? then he went up..HAHA!! seriously!! we were like a bunch of kids la.. no worse than that..haha! crazy and mad! LOL!! guess its from all the mugging man..haha! so jerrine had to go home:( haiz. so we went home.. but crapped a bit at the mrt station where my wallet was hold hostage and we ended up discussing about after promo outings..LOL.. yeah.. but it was great fun today:) a fresh breath from mugging:(:( oh well.. fun's over.. guess its like back to studying for me tomorrow..

10 hrs! intensive all the way!

sighs.. sometimes i just wish that 1st 3 months was forever..

*me having fun @12:35 AM*

[[*Daddy]]

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was "Daddy's Day" at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
Of a dad who's never there
a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?!"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard another father say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom,
and looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy
and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone."

"Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far "

"You see he was a fireman
and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
and taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed..
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

Anon.

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