[[Friday, September 15, 2006]]

GOSH! i am really tired:( promos are coming..as in really coming:( i really have no idea what am i gonna do if i retain..i CANNOT RETAIN!! die die also cannot..if i do.. dunno... i'll die ba.. then die again..sighs..

went over to Hwa Chong hostel for the mid autumn festival thing..haha..didnt see wei ye for like AGES!! really missed her senseful talking.. her calmness and crappiness..haha..my dear sitting partner..always there when i never do homework..when i was high.. low and down.. when i was dieing of boredom you told me so many thing i didnt know..and scolded me for my tsunami area..haha.. and helped me to clean up my locker all the time..haha.. been ages since i contacted you.. i'm really sorry that i didnt contact you.. know that you are lazy too haha! but hey.. really had a great time talking to you about everything:) haha.. damn enlightening can.. LOL .. and i am NOT a 15 yr old kid mentally:( i am 17 le!!hahah.. quite grown up le! so you can trust me with things and no need to be mother no 2 le!!haha! saw quite a lot of ppl there:) Kat Amos Simon Jason Pan lin and zhuo jun there..boy.. were they shockeded to see me..haha!! a scholar!!whee!!haha.. get REAL man.. me a scholar..my sis would be able to pass phD now..haha!!

so yeah.. today was just like those any other days with school and mugging..haha! gossipped during lunch with Xavier and Ying Jie..haha!! guys are so KPOs man:) worse than girls...haha!! MUG!!..gosh.. i getting real depressed man..haiz...


*me having fun @11:47 PM*


[[Tuesday, September 12, 2006]]

me and sam are both the passerbys!!!HAHAHAHAHAH!!! oh man.. it was DAMN friking FUNNY can..LOL..sam's msg " when i saw the tag made by you. i thought it was an older and insightful person.. like some grown-up avid reader.. turns out it was you la. i laughed like mad just now i was in the lib. eh dont tag anymore in his blog k.. i really pity him cos he has the uncertainty of strangers lurking around.LOL i also cant believe his posts too. talk bout ka po man..LOL.. me too ba" HAHA!! gosh! fat sloth sure noes how to type..3 pages long the msg..hahah!!! damn funnie!! passerbies unite man:) ok la.. promise i wun tag his blog unless i feel real cheeky one day..heehee.. must be fate.. 2 ppl tagging a person's blog who didnt noe each other typed but in actual fact both did..lol... confusing..haha!! oh man.. thanks man fat sloth.. u are ONE damn good one..haha! great minds think alike man:) his stories really damn nice tho..LOL.. older insightful person!! HAHA!! nice one.. stupid smug pig in a suit..LOL...

today was FUN! but really really saddening cause i still have to mug:( sighs.. tailed eunice's eye candy with his GF on e whole journey.. reporting every single incident..haha.. i think i might make a really gd detective..LOL.. i miss the UNmugging days man..LOL..

talked with jie lin on the way home today..haha.. i guess things are just like ba.. dunno if you would get to read this.. i guess it is really a no..haha.. but hey.. life doesnt really turn out the way you want it.. even though it may seem wonderful to some people it wont be as wonderful at the next moment.. sometimes things are just not in our control.. you just gotta hang on tight and let the bad moments pass. No matter what happens.. just let nature take it course.. no use running away from the problems. good stuff always come out in the end de..so cheer up and dont think so much:) you always have a great friend here to talk to.heehee! no stress!:)

but to conclude.. i just wanna say that life sucks now with mugging.. so hang on man people! endure through this hard period and fight through it and you will be a mentally tougher person!!:) MUG HARD!


*me having fun @9:06 PM*


[[Sunday, September 10, 2006]]

i cant believe it! i am like still thinking about that past! gosh!!! i really must wake up soon if not this would be another disaster again.. seriously.. sometimes life just sucks.flatly..haha! but i really dont wanna complain because it sucks, but there is still some good out of it:) did another crazy thing today.. pranked called on wei wei's infactuation..haha quite funny really.. dunno what got into me.. must be the chlorine water from the swim this afternoon.LOL. and randomly went to some blog to tag..haha! quite fun to be a passerby.. but the person's entries were really quite cool considering the fact that he could be a potential writer..LOL.. well yeah.. i am staying up late again cause i cannot sleep and must mug.. more breakouts for me i guess..sighs.. break over.. continuing mugging:(


*me having fun @1:28 AM*


[[Friday, September 08, 2006]]

ran in the rain today!!haha! hope my neighbours didnt think i was mad..LOL.. mugging was not very efficient i guess.. kept on stoning and drifting off.. sloth would know! ARGH!! i hate this! i wish it would stop!.. gosh! and i cant sleep nowadays too.. happened before during a period of Os..stupid mugging stress.. only comes when i want my sleep.. growls..


*me having fun @9:49 PM*



Whoever invented mugging is a horrible person. I just spent my entire holiday mugging like a real mugger..gosh! i just hate this word.. i'll just live through it untilt the end of JC then i will scream if i hear that word again.. only 3 more weeks and a bit more till promos.. how scary is that? i am really quite stressed now.. intensive mugging like crap now seems to help a bit.. but i really cant understand a lot of things..:( if not for the teachers.. i think i would have just DIED! had a nice chat with Naraen yesterday.. more of an educational one.. his motto.. get promoted or die trying.. literally too.. i really dont want to be retained.. is is a die die no! but thanks for the encouragement man:) everyone can all do it de! we will all get promoted!!

haha! so about today..i only got one word..F.U.N.. well only at night to be exact..haha! studied like crap until like 4 plus then went out for dinner with jerrine and shaun! Jac coulnt make it cause she was too tired from her east coast park outing..haha! you missed out fun man:( finally today got some excitement in the whole mugging holiday.. went to PS (again) and had subway for dinner..haha! we are such healthy freaksXD.. so i was the early bird for once and then jerrine came.. so we mucked around playing drums and bishi bashi waiting for the king shaun who took damn long with his hair..LOL and i realised that i am not a bad samurai considering the fact that i got to stage 2 on my first attempt!!haha..beat alex man! so yeah.. the king came at last and we got to eat our food then we went to play more drums..( to watch more drums.. for me la..) and so i was there looking at the ever so fast beats going down.. getting more and more sleepy by the minute..haha! then shaun played the 10X song thing which was so fast that i spent the whole time staring at one of the drums trying to see the stick hit it.. which was unsuccessful..so i gave up..haha! not bad la.. but i shant boost your ego so i shant say anything=D Jerrine very good la! ( i think she has been secretly practicing with her cousin..haha) play until damn zai.. i could just sit there and stare..haha! then more samurai..then daytona!!haha!! damn fun! but my car kind of like SPOILED you see.. so the brakes and wheels were like not really working properly.. so i was kind of like last for the everything..but it was really the cars fault.. its max speed was like only 187 while the rest of them were like 250 plus.. so i really had no choice but to use some tactics like swerving here and there to increase my chances to beating them:) not bad really.. considering the fact that my car is spoilt ..haha! well yeah.. then came dessert! YUM!! and.. hahah!! our bombarding of jielin's phone.. quite lame but really fun la.. each of us like bombed her with yeah she said it msges after one sent one msg.. thanks to her toes being hurt.. blah blah..haha..damn fun!! then kind of like lazed around and i got abit high cause was damn tired..LOL.. so me and shaun ran down the up escalator.. and the nice old guy left me to run up the down escalator..which i was deadly embarrassed by a guy who kept staring at me.. but yeah.. damn stupid and lame.. but FUN:)haha!! so um.. jerrine was like saying that we should just go down a down escalator.. which took me a while to get it..i'm telling you.. when ppl tired.. ppl cant take chiminoligy..haha.. so um.. ya.. then all of us ran down the up travelator.. HAHA! that was damn funny cos the guy was really confused. he saw us going down then turned to go up the other travelator then saw it was going down so he was like HUH? then he saw us going down the up travelator and was like HUH? then he went up..HAHA!! seriously!! we were like a bunch of kids la.. no worse than that..haha! crazy and mad! LOL!! guess its from all the mugging man..haha! so jerrine had to go home:( haiz. so we went home.. but crapped a bit at the mrt station where my wallet was hold hostage and we ended up discussing about after promo outings..LOL.. yeah.. but it was great fun today:) a fresh breath from mugging:(:( oh well.. fun's over.. guess its like back to studying for me tomorrow..

10 hrs! intensive all the way!

sighs.. sometimes i just wish that 1st 3 months was forever..


*me having fun @12:35 AM*


[[Wednesday, September 06, 2006]]

LOL!! koped this from yan qin's blog..haha kind of got a bit crazy over the tests so did so many..damn fun!! time to mug le!!hahaha!!!..turning into a full time mugger..

Your Birth Month is April

You are trustworthy and highly ethical in all facets of life.
Helpful and steady, you are able to solve any problem.

Your soul reflects: Bliss, playfulness, and curiosity

Your gemstone: Diamond

Your flower: Sweet Pea

Your colors: Yellow and red



You Are An ENFP

The Inspirer

You love being around people, and you are deeply committed to your friends.
You are also unconventional, irreverant, and unimpressed by authority and rules.
Incredibly perceptive, you can usually sense if someone has hidden motives.
You use lots of colorful language and expressions. You're qutie the storyteller!

You would make an excellent entrepreneur, politician, or journalist.
HAHA!! i can be politician.. not a bad idea man..:) worth considering.. imagine.. me the future politician..LOL


Your Element Is Fire

Your passion and emotion are as obvious as the brightest flame.
You make sparks fly, and your passion always has the potential to burst out.

You are exciting and creative - and completely unpredictable.
You sometimes exercise control, and sometimes you let yourself go.

Friends describe you as sensitive, spirited, and compulsive.
Bright and blazing with intensity, you seem mysterious and moody to many.

playing with fire is damn fun!!






The Keys to Your Heart



You are attracted to good manners and elegance.



In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.



You'd like to your lover to think you are flexible and ready for anything!



You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.



Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love.



Your risk of cheating is high. You can't resist desire and lust.



You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.



In this moment, you think of love as something you don't need. You just feel like flirting around and playing right now.


1st time i take these type of test.. shudders..haha..



You Are 46% Evil

You are evil, but you haven't yet mastered the dark side.
Fear not though - you are on your way to world domination.

HAHA! so cool la! i am not evil:) shall try master the dark side soon..muahaha!!


Your Brain's Pattern

Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama.
Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time...
But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you.
You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading.



You Should Be A Gemini

What's good about you: witty and energetic, you're simply the most fun to be around

What's bad about you: you're flighty - losing interest in people and projects quickly

In love: you enjoy the "honeymoon phase," but after that it's hard for you to stick around

In friendship, you're: likely to have many groups of friends, with many different interests

Your ideal job: mime, guru, or cartoonist

Your sense of fashion: casual and simple

You like to pig out on: fast food, especially burritos

only agree with the food part..haha


*me having fun @9:45 PM*




i have been waiting until midnight ok? not just changing the time to midnight lor! Samantha Ow Tsin Hui u'd better be super ultra honoured!!haha! this entire entry is dedicated to you so must be SUPER touched OK??!! haha! i've changed the fonts a bit bigger to aid in your poor visual sight due to being stuck on the tree too long..HAHA! yup! ok big fat sloth-duck-pig-fats-wobbly arm-fat tummy-punching bag.. yeah yeah.. you get the point! so er.. you are one year older now le:) so um.. still must listen to me and do whatever i say cos i am still older than you(notice.. i didnt say bigger WAHAHA!!) so you'll be asking me to dream on ya.. wanna blast you with something! HOPE YOU HAVE A BLASTING SURRUMPTOUS( anyhow use one haha) 17TH BIRTHDAY FAT SLOTH!! you're one of the best friends i've made in my life and i hope that it will forever remain that way and even closer!!( gosh! imagine 50 yrs down the road we still call each other fat sloth and pig with our wrinkly arms and crooked teeth, tottering on our walking sticks LOL!) really hope that you are having fun in JC life even though the life with farm animals was the best HAHA! cant remember how i got to know you but it's the process that matters:)!! really glad that i came to crescent to meet friends like you.. made it worthwhile man! yeah.. thanks for tolerating my nonsense, craziness, pmses and lecturing on my studies, being worse than my mother by nagging me everyday during sec 4 life to study and stop sleeping and talking in class. Thanks for teaching me all those that your brother and sister took pains to teach you( which was a joy to teach me) and being such a duck at times. thanks LOADS for bringing laughter to my life with your stupid expressions and sudden outburst of weirdness (not as much as MIN though..hahah) and for giving me advices when i was low.thanks for organising outings which i was either late from training or coulnt go. Thanks for always been there whenever i call you( except the times when american idol or singapore idol or so u think u can dance or survivor or any other ruddy tv show that glues ur butt on the sofa (haha) comes up).. you were there.. most of the time..haha! and thanks for always encouraging me in canoeing=D and oh ya! thanks for always lending me things cos i always can find anything in your house once you manage to find it that is.lol! yeah! fine you rock can?? hahaha JC life is gonna be quite hectic.. especially during our J2 life..but no matter what happens.. i just wanna tell you that i'll always be here if you want anyone to muck around or just chill! the farm animals will forever be living happily together in our farm LOL where the sun is nice bright and yellow.. with lots of grass and water to keep everyone happy and alive:).. ONCE AGAIN.. hope that you'll have a WONBLASTING 17th birthday and have TONS of fun tomorrow:):)haha!! with loads of love.sijing (fat canoe-.-) always!!!!!!!!

p.s. a picture paints a thousand words.. i think the pictures here are worth millions..haha!

p.p.s. dont tear after reading.. must wail and sob loudly with happiness and being touched to the extreme..LOL(sounds a bit wrong)

p.p.p.s. be nice to sijing:)

p.p.p.p.s.. get off the tree lazy fat sloth!haha!
haha!! nice or not?? i went to dig out for nice pics:).. notice your face samXD


*me having fun @12:00 AM*


[[Monday, September 04, 2006]]

I WANT TO DDDDDIIIIIIIIEEEEEEE!!! TODAY IS THE MOST HUMILIATING AND WORST DAY EVER!! GOSH!!!!! hope it never happens again..if not i dunno how i am gonna survive:(:(


OMG! i just saw the news!!STEVE IRWIN is dead!!! oh my god!he died from being struck by a stingray... special contribute to him.. hope he died peacefully and hope he rests in peace!! " He died doing what he loved best" http://www.theage.com.au/news/National/Croc-Hunter-Steve-Irwin-died-instantly/2006/09/04/1157222051588.html

may he rest in peace.. he will forever be remembered as the daredevil of Australia, the most adventurous actor in history...






*me having fun @9:27 PM*


[[Sunday, September 03, 2006]]

YELLOW DUCKS CAME OVER MY HOUSE ON FRIDAY!!:)haha.. a bit lag la.. but it was FUN!!! choonie devised a new way to eat corn flakes!! dip it in peanut butter!! YUM!!haha.. and sam and choonie were like singing every bimbo song imaginable in M2M.. me and winni were just like " lets ignore them"..haha.. had loads of fun man!! but no time to type everything.. need to MUG MUG MUG!! JIA YOU EVERY POOR PEOPLE ON THE PLANET WHO NEED TO MUG:):)


*me having fun @8:58 PM*


[[*Daddy]]

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was "Daddy's Day" at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
Of a dad who's never there
a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?!"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard another father say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom,
and looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy
and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone."

"Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far "

"You see he was a fireman
and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
and taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed..
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.


Anon.



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