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[[Tuesday, July 18, 2006]]

havent blogged for like ages. Nationals are over now. Nj canoeing managed to defend the titles this year again:). I really got to see the desire and the want of our seniors during the race... cant really describe how i feel.. but i really really really wanna do this for the college for the team for our seniors for us and for everyone who are behind us. i really want to give my best and even more and all out in the Nationals next year. I cant say what exactly went wrong with me and Jas race. But all i know is that both of us pulled our very best and had no regrets. But seeing how much our seniors pushed through the race, i really wanted time to turn back to our semis and have another chance to whack our all out in it. Seeing Meishan and Brigette after the race, how much effort and pain they had gone through to enter the finals.. i really wanted more than anything else to just go and race with them in the finals.i could really feel that fustration and want building up inside me. I REALLY REALLY REALLY wanted it more than anything else. But time cant be changed, it can never turn back. the only thing for us to do now is to train ourselves up mentally and physically. We have to train double triple hard to catch up with our seniors fitness and strength.. yawn.. damn tired now =D NCC coming up..hey cheryl lao pok! We can do this ok? i know we trained less than 1 week and everything and i know tht u are really stressed but we can do it k?! must have the faith and the belief that we can do it. We must put up a tough fight no matter what..

and to bernie kor..HAPPY 17 TH BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST BK!! you've always been there for me and i'm really glad to have know you XD but must not be a pig anymore and eat and sleep and shit hor..haha!! love you LOADS always XDXD

*me having fun @9:33 PM*

[[Sunday, July 09, 2006]]

havent blogged for a long time already. So many things have happened for the past few days man.. training was like hell every day.. but nationals are coming soon.. jas.. we can do this ok?! one heart.one soul.one boat. we will get into the finals for the nationals. Our 200 m race set was not bad today. must remember the feeling, the catch and the glide of the boat.oh.. and we had to try this new attire for rainy day.. red and grey long sleeve and pants tight fit.GOSH! we all looked like power rangers la! shall not comment much about it except that i HOPE it will never rain during the nationals.
AND TODAY WAS THE BAND CONCERT!!! ok.. i shall seriously want to murder jielin for my wastage of 18 dollars.. SERIOUSLY! i would rather spend it on food or movies la! all for the sake of you lor! the concert was like.. .. .. u get the point la.. the only time i was interested was when the ppl started to whack on the bins.. damn cool la can.. all the coordination and everything was so COOL! haha.. crapped throughout the whole thing with shaun..then kana scolding frm the guy on the left..sighs.. pay 18 bucks to get scolded.. but jac was like.. i wasted 9 bucks only.. cause she only enjoyed the after intermission..haha.. hilmi was practically stoning through the whole thing.. but it was still fun!! cause we all had lots of crap to talk about!! haha.. but jielin! u owe me BIG time man..yawns.. damn tired haha.. xs21 rocks like mad man XD

*me having fun @12:15 AM*

[[Sunday, July 02, 2006]]

NO MORE EXAMS!!!! AH!!!!!! happy cos no need to study except to dig my ears for listening..not happy cos i probably gonna flunk everything possible. my dear old ms lim has already strangled me and most of the canoeist..so yeah..outcome.MEET PARENTS.sighs.. seriously..i just dont get it.if they set papers SO hard..y waste paper when they know that 99% of the population would probably fail.might as well dont give us tests or set them easier right.. yeah..so now is like the train nonstop period..shall not comment except that i am dying of sleep now..haha..yesterday and today's SDBF i didnt really see.. but was really proud of everyone =D..just continue to jia you for every training. not much time left till nationals..we can DO IT k?? and to jas.. i wanna say that no matter what happens i will pull hard for both of us. I noe that our pairing was really last minute but as long as we pull together as one, not be scared of balance and the tilts.. i believe that we can do it for the nationals. Pull hard for the college, for corrine and me.. we will pull hard for each other. love you alwaysXD

*me having fun @10:00 PM*

[[*Daddy]]

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was "Daddy's Day" at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
Of a dad who's never there
a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?!"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard another father say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom,
and looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy
and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone."

"Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far "

"You see he was a fireman
and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
and taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed..
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

Anon.

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