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[[Thursday, June 01, 2006]]

I HATE MY COM!! break down for like almost one week!!gosh!! haven't updated in ages..haha getting quite lazy already le.XD. oh man..holidays already.life has been like a blur to me now.. everyday is just mugging and training and going out. RAH!!! i am so tired..the june holidays are like even more busy than school days !!! shall do a bit of flash back now

25 may
er.. ok if i am not wrong it was like the second last day of school..haha damn.. i have short term memory loss..haha. ok.so me shubha and katyln ponned maths and gp and went far east to take neos and eat subway cookies!! WHEE!! damn fun la can.. we were like discussing that we should do this 2 times per term and once per term in j2..haha.. really stressfree. i was having so much fun walking around town without a bag and it was like so relaxed. no more pressure from anything..ohman.. i really wan more of these impromptu outings with the class..haha damn fun de!! me kat n shubha then went to take neos and it was so cool la cos there was nobody there n we hogged the neoprint stall like 30 min..haha laughing our head off and making funnie faces in e mirrors.lol kat was the best at doin tat la.. she was totally juz admiring herself..that ego thing LOL..haha. that day was like BLASTING fun man! I LIKE!!haha

26 may
was it the last day of school?? haha well.. i really cant recall much..but i went for training then we the j1 girls team went out!! oh damn it.. i seriously cannot remember where we went.. if i'm not wrong i think it was at PS AGAIN! we went to the food court..i think.. shucks.. i got serious bad memory..hahabut i just remembered that i laughed a lot XD

27 may
went school for cultural mapping!! haha..me celine and shao jian went around the whole of the coronation area where we walked from 1 until 4 plus with slippers! GOSH!! my feet almost DIED! i really admire those peeps who can shop in town e whole day wearing heels! haha.. so we walked and walked and walked.. got damn jealous of the BIG HUMONGOUSLY GINORMOUShouses.. then saying that we would marry rich guys next time and be tai tai and play majong and gossip aboutppl..lol.. damn FUN!! and i kana chase by like 5 DOGS!!!! thankfully there was such a thing as a gate between me and the dogs, if not i paddle for my life also cannot overtake the dogs.this was thanks to both the super scared of dogs ppl.. celine and shao jian..they just left me there facing this GINORMOUS gate where the bell got camera de..then i press the bell then suddenly 5 HUGE dogs run towards me..wah sei i tell u ah..damn scary la.. my heart like almost stop man..shudders.. haha.. then after that was our so called calss outing without some of our class members..haha.. went to clark quey to eat the dunno wad rice and veg thing..very nice lei actually. must thank chonie for introducing it man..haha then went over to tcc where we drink coffee and talked crap.. then me and celine went off first..haha but in the end we ended up sitting beside the singapore river and talked for like almost 1 n half hour.. oh man i wan more of those talks! its like so cool to sit beside a river in the middle of the night and talk la! damn cool!!haha. then it was really funny cos the rest of the ppl came and saw us then they were like really shocked to see us there..haha. oh.. and i had leg cramps after that XD i think celine did too..haha

28may
sun?? what did i do?? cant remember..haha but i think i mugged and went to west coast park to roller blade with moi sis:)

29 may
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEONARD!! haha.. stupid la.. his hi5 bdae reminder kept on reminding me his bdae..think skinned ..haha.. havent seen the 6D ppl for like years..literally man..haha. must meet up one day..miss ji rong n daph too!!!haha.oh..that day was me corrine and flo's fun day cos we managed to climb the school gate..haha.. went for training in the morning then went back to school.. but we realised that the side gate was closed..so we walked all the way to the other side at the tennis court side..haha then we went to climb over the red gate..flo tried 1st then couldnt.. then i tried n got over when they were still discussing how to climb..muahaha.. it was so funny when flo turned around and was like..sijing how to climb? AH!! u the other side! LOL..haha then corrine tried n got over..then it was flo to determine her fate..haha.. but in the end she got over it..steady man!haha. we highed over that for a while..haha.. then the rest of the day was just mugging and more mugging.. then at night i went over to crystal's hse to talk cos she came back frm camp!! WHEE!! she missed me XDMUAHAHA

30 may
my most mugging day.. finished my differentiation for maths!!haha..and had chem spa..hai..dun even talk about it.. i damn sad over it le..haha.and that day was shaun's operation..scary man.. i never had an operation.. at the most just went to the hospital to plaster my forehead that time the skipping rope banged on my head..haha

31 may
nothing special that day..haha but went blading again!cant wait to go ice skating!!! haha

well yupp.. thats about it i guess..haha now about today..gosh!! was another hectic day for me..haha..went for morning study the after that went to watch da vinci code with sabu vic chryl and sok joo.. then the rest of the j1 went to watch some funny show (4got thename) and stupid xavier went to watch Xmen3 alone..haha!damn funnie when i heard ..haha.. then 5 of us went to take neos..and then i went to meet crystal and her og ppl for dinner at pastamania..gosh! i feel so fat eating so much pasta..and so much for the i wont touch pasta again after the funtasia..haha.. then we went to take neos AGAIN! haha but i met 2 new ppl today.. jamie and andrian..haha was quite fun.. especially with crystal and dot there to feng1 with me haha!!! yawn.. now trying to upload the stupid cutural mapping photosonto the web..why is my com so slow la!!! haiz

i got so many things to look forward to e hols haha!! hope e hols pass slowly!!

-06s22 outing
-06s22 bbq
-canoeing camp nj
-canoeing camp crescent
-animal farm gathering
-celebrate sobana's bdae
-xs21 outing!!!!!!! (hopefully more than 1)
-me n crystals extreme day!!!
-ice skating!!
-shopping with celine
-shopping with crystal and dot!
-aqua outing!!
-meet up with corrine n twin!!
-canoeing impromptu outings!

oh man.. supposed to be my mugging month man..how?? damn damn.. some more great singapore sale coming up.. i wanna go shopping!!

*me having fun @11:26 PM*

[[*Daddy]]

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was "Daddy's Day" at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
Of a dad who's never there
a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?!"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard another father say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom,
and looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy
and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone."

"Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far "

"You see he was a fireman
and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
and taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed..
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

Anon.

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