ok.. koped this from shaun's blog..eh.. whatever its called..haha
*me having fun @3:50 PM*
I believe in planning ahead for the future. So i hearby declare my will. I wish to pass down all my private stash of sweets and chocolates to my dear sister, my properties of markers and pens to Crystal because she seriously need them..damn.. i need to go mug le.
*me having fun @3:31 PM*
Training was one of a hell today. It was my second time training with Vivien. We have like so little time left, yet there are like a million things that i still need to do. I always got the feeling that i am a burden to Vivien, pulling her down. She's like the strongest k2 rower, yet our boat is always the slowest. Our balance could not make it, my catch was not effective and my stokes sucked. Throughout the whole training, i was scolded by Vivien. But i just want you to know that like what Mei shan says, i am very honoured to have you scolding me. You have never ever scolded any of your partners before. Today was the first time. I know you were fustrated in the boat. It was a sprint, it was supposed to be smooth sailing with us pushing our best. Yet the boat still tilted and rocked. I was still so unfocused during the race, letting all the minor things distract me. I was really touched that you told me not to take it to heart, but i will. I'll remember all the scolding because it is for my own good. I used to think that i was a burden to you, but now i feel otherwise. I want to pull hard for you and Dawn. I want to pull as hard as you are pulling for me on the boat. Partners should share the pain and sufferings. I know i may not be very strong, but i will have a desire in my rowing now. I will extend my threshold of pain and give my 101% effort. We had a k2 girls meeting today after the training. It was really inspirational and emotional. Joy asked us if the juniors were really pushing to their hardest or were we just setting limits on ourselves. She asked what exactly were our threshold of pain and whether we could really give more than what we are giving now. She gave us the best example of the person who could take the most pain in the team, Shien. Shien fractured her ribcage, yet she still trained as hard and even harder than some of us during trainings. She numbed her body during trainings, didnt bother about the dangers that she could face if she pushed too hard. She went through all the same pain with us during training with a fractured ribcage. All this was for what? She did it for the team. She had the desire and the heart for the team. She trained so hard just to enter the finals so that she could earn a few points for the team, and just for that, she was risking her life. For that i admire her and look up to her. How many of us can be compared to her? Can we really say that we pushed our hardest until the pain was reached? Could we have pushed through this pain? Can our pain we encounter during training be compared with that of hers during and after training? I believe that there is so much more that we can give from within us. It is our belief and desire that would work miracles. We row with our heart and not with the body. The body can work miracles if we believe in the correct things and have the desire to do so. You must have the courage to push through the pain. After all, the pain during the race is only temporary.In order to win the race, you must first beat yourself. If you can beat your mental weakness of the pain during the race, then you can beat your opponents. It is never too late to start and i believe that we should all have a new aspect in us. The burning desire to push the hardest and even harder through our pain. Only in this way can we improve and give our 101% effort. heart and soul.
*me having fun @10:09 PM*
5 hours plus of non stop soccer today! GOSH! My legs ,feet and SHOES are totally DEAD man. I seriously appreciate the sit-on-sofa-in-aircon-room-watch-worldcup. It started out quite fun because everyone was quite blur at everything(being canoeists, it usually involves the paddle and not the ball), so all the kicks turned out quite action. Then it bagan to rain. So my shirt died. Then the field became muddy, so my shoes died. And it turned out a bit more violent than i expected, cause the ball seriously could fly anywhere. So most of us kana the ball here and there on our body. And it was the first time i saw a head ball up so close before..haha really cool man, our seniors have the head of a steel. But after that, everything became quite tiring. Our joints and shins were all aching from the kicks and blocks, it was actually quite mental draining to keep on running around the field for the ball. But hey.. we still did it! and this proves that as long as we can set our heart to anything, we can achieve it..haha.. but i still feel that soccer is just not my thing. i have seriously NO chemistry with that ruddy ball at all and i believe that i should strongly just stick to watching soccer.... Exams coming soon..and i still havent even finished revising my syllabus yet.. GOSH!! i am so screwed!!!! AHHH!!!!...
*me having fun @9:39 PM*
We lost one tiltle today.
*me having fun @11:28 PM*
SHE'S THE MAN ROCKS MAN!!!! haha.. went to watch that with bel,dee,jas n sze today. oh man, havent laughed so much in ages la!the show really is damn nice! 5stars!!haha..we went cine to watch the 7 pm show. then on the way met franklin, ying jie n xavier. they damn lag la can.. went frm school to cine ages before us then still can be slower than us to reach there..haha.. then go cine le they didnt watch anything cos da vinci tickets sold out. so they like went home..sheesh..haha..canoeing guys always do the most weirdest thing la..haha.. then all of us budget went to eat at the food court at e basement..seniors girls would be proud of us man..haha we all went to buy that pork noodle and the noodle got big and small sizes de.it was like a "team" thing cos all of us ate the same thing LOL..haha. then we crapped a lot during dinner.. from like the noodles and the origins(dunno who start the) then all the way to babies and their birth then got cats and somthing about the vege, that the stalks are more nutritious..aiya.. you get the point la..haha..then we went to watch the show..OH MAN!!! the whole show got like so many hunks and babes la..RAHH!!! CHANNING TATUM IS SO CUTE!! haha.. dee and sze were like "ARGH!! that guy so cute" throughout the whole show la..haha damn funny la! then jas was like oh my god at almost every scene.. i think she was too uptight about the whole scene(i know the guys are hot but RELAX!!MUAHAHA), she kept biting her nails.. Bel was laughing her head off at all the parts and holding her jacket damn tight..haha.. then we made a LOT of noise man!!! the show was DAMN funny la!!! and a bit mushy cos got all the kissing parts(shudders) ..i know it is supposed to be sweet but URGH.. sorry man.. i just cant take it haha(really must say sorry to jas cos everytime they kiss i like gonna break her arm like tat..haha).. and we learnt that greatness is in everybody!!haha! but really must say, the show is damn sweet haha . sze was commenting on how sweet it was and making that "aww" look.. but CMI la!XDhaha.. should catch it if havent watch yet!! it rocks la!!haha.. and i think CHANNING TATUM is so HOT!XD haha.. eyecandy la!(gosh.. the j1 canoe gals are overwhelmed by the guys in the show..lol)
*me having fun @11:08 PM*
BALANCE!! FOCUS!! oh man.. nationals coming up in 4 weeks and my balance is still not there yet.. i'm so sorry Dawn..
*me having fun @10:07 PM*
Gosh! I seem to be recounting most of the time..haha.. canoeing camp seems like so many thousand years ago even though it just ended on Friday night..haha
*me having fun @1:59 AM*
canoe camp canoe camp canoe camp!!!! OH MAN!! i am like so excited !! haha.. heck if it is a training camp..i'll put in my best effort no matter what cause the whole team will be there!!YAY!!! and mr yong would be coming back!!haha.. i missed him being always there for us!!haha.. he may be very strict and everythin, but he did everything for the team and for that i admire him and respect him!!haha the leader of the team is coming back!!XDXD.. i just hope that he is satisfied with the team and that the team would not to anything for him to punish us! fingers crossed !! but for now.. I CANT WAIT for CANOE POLO!!! haha.. 7 to 9.. gonna be a blasting tiring fun neverending wonderful days of the june hols haha!!!
*me having fun @10:02 PM*
training yesterday was quite tiring come to think of it.. dawn had to go halfway for her parents function thing.. so she pang sei me to race k1 500 with charmaine.. AH!! my balance!! i keep telling myself that i can do it.. i must not rock the stupid boat.. but once i up cycle i just cant help but to kick hard then..whao.. the boat will like rock here n there.. i HAVE TO MASTER BALANCE! sighs.. damn terrible race la..sighs. the 1000 with dawn was ok only.. i really wanted to catch up with brigette n meishan's boat.. but i guess we are just not there yet.. but we can do it dawn!.. 4.33 min.. we can improve until 4.16 min! must have faith and confidence in ourselves!! and thanks for the socks!! they are damn cute! i like XD and i must say i am really proud of the j1 k2 peeps cause they put up a really tough fight especially in the 500 sprints. GOOD JOB everyone! Only 6 more weeks to the nationals..its gonna be a very tough fight.. but I believe that njc canoeing can do it. we will win the nationals again this year no matter what the odds are because we have done so much in the past 5 months plus and it WILL NOT come to waste. We have trained so hard just for this nationals and we will put up a tough fight no matter what others say. To all the j1 members, I believe in each and everyone of you all.. so never give up during trainings. Continue to persevere and your efforts will pay off one day. Just remember, the whole team will be behind you to give you all their support and we will forever have each other. heart n soul go the distance!
*me having fun @11:32 PM*
I HATE MY COM!! break down for like almost one week!!gosh!! haven't updated in ages..haha getting quite lazy already le.XD. oh man..holidays already.life has been like a blur to me now.. everyday is just mugging and training and going out. RAH!!! i am so tired..the june holidays are like even more busy than school days !!! shall do a bit of flash back now
*me having fun @11:26 PM*