[[Thursday, June 29, 2006]]

ok.. koped this from shaun's blog..eh.. whatever its called..haha

Three names you go by:
-sijing
-zhuzhu, pig, xiao zhu(anything related to pigs la..sighs..)
-sampang woman(thanks to china gal)

Three parts of your heritage:
-born in Shanghai
-Australian citizen
-Singaporean gal
complicated story..haha..but i think quite coolXD

Three things that scare you:
-flying cockroaches(actually all insects ba)
-horror movies
-getting retained

Three of your everyday essentials:
-food
-water
-bed

Three things you are wearing now:
-white tee
-blue fbt shorts
-pink slippers(only at home)

Three of your favourite songs at the moment:
-Daniel Powter, Bad Day
-Backstreet Boys, Just Want You to Know
-Simple Plan, Untitled

Three things you want in a relationship(other than love):
-Trust
-comfort
-fun and laughter :)

Three things about the opposite sex that appeals you:
-they are LAME..but funny haha
-they are different from girls
-er.. still got ah??XD

Three of your favourite hobbies:
-CANOEING!!!<3
-sleeping
-stoning in class(but now cannot already :( )

Three things you really want badly now:
-NJ canoeing to get champion for canoeing nationals!
-chi and lit exams to be over
-go out and play!

Three places you want to go on vacation:
-the dead sea(i wanna see if i can stand in the water haha!)
-mars ( maybe in 2050??)
-all the beaches in the world!

Three thing you want to do before you die:
-go bungee jumping
-go on a hot air balloon
-swim with dolphins in the sea

ppl i want see take this quiz:
everyone who read it XDhaha!!
yeah.. thats aboutit la.. quitehard lei this quiz thing haha


*me having fun @3:50 PM*


[[Sunday, June 25, 2006]]

I believe in planning ahead for the future. So i hearby declare my will. I wish to pass down all my private stash of sweets and chocolates to my dear sister, my properties of markers and pens to Crystal because she seriously need them..damn.. i need to go mug le.


*me having fun @3:31 PM*


[[Thursday, June 22, 2006]]

Training was one of a hell today. It was my second time training with Vivien. We have like so little time left, yet there are like a million things that i still need to do. I always got the feeling that i am a burden to Vivien, pulling her down. She's like the strongest k2 rower, yet our boat is always the slowest. Our balance could not make it, my catch was not effective and my stokes sucked. Throughout the whole training, i was scolded by Vivien. But i just want you to know that like what Mei shan says, i am very honoured to have you scolding me. You have never ever scolded any of your partners before. Today was the first time. I know you were fustrated in the boat. It was a sprint, it was supposed to be smooth sailing with us pushing our best. Yet the boat still tilted and rocked. I was still so unfocused during the race, letting all the minor things distract me. I was really touched that you told me not to take it to heart, but i will. I'll remember all the scolding because it is for my own good. I used to think that i was a burden to you, but now i feel otherwise. I want to pull hard for you and Dawn. I want to pull as hard as you are pulling for me on the boat. Partners should share the pain and sufferings. I know i may not be very strong, but i will have a desire in my rowing now. I will extend my threshold of pain and give my 101% effort. We had a k2 girls meeting today after the training. It was really inspirational and emotional. Joy asked us if the juniors were really pushing to their hardest or were we just setting limits on ourselves. She asked what exactly were our threshold of pain and whether we could really give more than what we are giving now. She gave us the best example of the person who could take the most pain in the team, Shien. Shien fractured her ribcage, yet she still trained as hard and even harder than some of us during trainings. She numbed her body during trainings, didnt bother about the dangers that she could face if she pushed too hard. She went through all the same pain with us during training with a fractured ribcage. All this was for what? She did it for the team. She had the desire and the heart for the team. She trained so hard just to enter the finals so that she could earn a few points for the team, and just for that, she was risking her life. For that i admire her and look up to her. How many of us can be compared to her? Can we really say that we pushed our hardest until the pain was reached? Could we have pushed through this pain? Can our pain we encounter during training be compared with that of hers during and after training? I believe that there is so much more that we can give from within us. It is our belief and desire that would work miracles. We row with our heart and not with the body. The body can work miracles if we believe in the correct things and have the desire to do so. You must have the courage to push through the pain. After all, the pain during the race is only temporary.In order to win the race, you must first beat yourself. If you can beat your mental weakness of the pain during the race, then you can beat your opponents. It is never too late to start and i believe that we should all have a new aspect in us. The burning desire to push the hardest and even harder through our pain. Only in this way can we improve and give our 101% effort. heart and soul.


*me having fun @10:09 PM*


[[Monday, June 19, 2006]]

5 hours plus of non stop soccer today! GOSH! My legs ,feet and SHOES are totally DEAD man. I seriously appreciate the sit-on-sofa-in-aircon-room-watch-worldcup. It started out quite fun because everyone was quite blur at everything(being canoeists, it usually involves the paddle and not the ball), so all the kicks turned out quite action. Then it bagan to rain. So my shirt died. Then the field became muddy, so my shoes died. And it turned out a bit more violent than i expected, cause the ball seriously could fly anywhere. So most of us kana the ball here and there on our body. And it was the first time i saw a head ball up so close before..haha really cool man, our seniors have the head of a steel. But after that, everything became quite tiring. Our joints and shins were all aching from the kicks and blocks, it was actually quite mental draining to keep on running around the field for the ball. But hey.. we still did it! and this proves that as long as we can set our heart to anything, we can achieve it..haha.. but i still feel that soccer is just not my thing. i have seriously NO chemistry with that ruddy ball at all and i believe that i should strongly just stick to watching soccer.... Exams coming soon..and i still havent even finished revising my syllabus yet.. GOSH!! i am so screwed!!!! AHHH!!!!...


*me having fun @9:39 PM*


[[Saturday, June 17, 2006]]

We lost one tiltle today.
We tried but we didnt try hard enough. It's the first time in so many years.
The junior team really wanted to defend the national dragon boat competition tiltles this year. We wanted to do for our seniors, for the college, for mr yong and for the whole j1 team. it's really not that we didnt push, its just whether we pushed hard enough. But i guess we are just not there yet, we still have a lot to catch up, a lot to learn. Time is precious and we dont have much of that left. Nationals are coming soon, just a mere few weeks from now. After this competition today, mr yong seemed to have lost all the little faith that he had in us. We lacked courage, the courage to fight through together as a team. There was much less team and fighting spirit on the boat today compared with the Mr 500 race. It made a lot of difference when the seniors were there and when there were no seniors.The boat seemed to have lost its connection with the water. There was the glide, but there was no feel of the glide. It was just there for the sake of being there. We pushed hard on the boat, but we pushed as an individual and not as one. We coulnt feel for each other, couldnt feel each stroke, each splash of the paddle as it went into the water. We seemed to be in a world of our own when we were down there in the water. The feeling was weird and silenced. There was an absence of the desire, the urge and want to push together as one and for each other. It was the first time that i felt so drained throughout the whole race. Not the physical drain, but the drain of the absence of team spirit in the boat that forced all of us to pull for the sake of pulling. It was wrong,but there was nothing we could do at that point of time.I never felt so helpless before. We all wanted to do something to help, but somehow it all came out wrong. Each shout of "long pull" and "reach out" lasted only for a few seconds, then there would be coordination problems. It was a race definitely to refect upon. 10 crew boat A heats. A race that i would never forget. Now i finally appreciate what team spirit and unity is about. It is not just about good coordination, its about the feeling of one. Its about the trust we have in each other in the boat, the belief that everyone is doing their best and even better. It is about rowing our hearts out for one another because we know that there are 9 or 19 others together in the same boat with you who are suffering the same pain that you are going through. And because of that, you want to be the one to push the hardest so as to minimise the pain in each one of them, to share the pain and to become stronger altogether. It is this passion and desire that would allow us to achieve what we never thought we could do. One heart. One soul. One team. We have what it takes, so why not put it to use? We have been through all the thick and thin together, suffered the same whackings, went through the same mental and physical trainings, but why was there a lack of this spirit and fel for each other today? i really felt very sad today. Even though the girls won the team trophy, but it was nothing to celebrate because we lost as a team altogether. I know the guys pushed hard, but it was just not there yet. The girls lost because we failed as a team. We are strong individually,but as long as there is a lack of team spirit, we can go no further, there would always be this limitation. I know Mr yong was utterly disappointed in us today. He had the reasons and the rights. He put in so much trust and faith in us by sending down the full junior team to take part in the race. He took the risk and dare, and he lost. I was really sad to see him shout for us during the race, yet we could do nothing to prove to him that we were strong and wiling to fight. We pushed to our limit, but could do no further during the power ins. Mr yong put almost his whole career life into this team. He sacrificed so much for this team and yet we failed him again and again.It is really time for us to refect upon our performances. We are really not up to standard yet, and the nationals are coming soon. This is the time to show Mr yong that it he was correct to put his trust in us. It is the time to show the college,mr yong and our seniors that the juniors have the guts and the strength to have what it takes. We must work very hard from now on, it is still not too late for improvements as long as we put our heart and mind to it. We will show Mr yong that we would be the best junior team ever and that we deserve to be in this team and deserve to have him as our coach and teacher. Junior team, i believe that we can do it. Heart and soul go the distance.


*me having fun @11:28 PM*


[[Thursday, June 15, 2006]]

SHE'S THE MAN ROCKS MAN!!!! haha.. went to watch that with bel,dee,jas n sze today. oh man, havent laughed so much in ages la!the show really is damn nice! 5stars!!haha..we went cine to watch the 7 pm show. then on the way met franklin, ying jie n xavier. they damn lag la can.. went frm school to cine ages before us then still can be slower than us to reach there..haha.. then go cine le they didnt watch anything cos da vinci tickets sold out. so they like went home..sheesh..haha..canoeing guys always do the most weirdest thing la..haha.. then all of us budget went to eat at the food court at e basement..seniors girls would be proud of us man..haha we all went to buy that pork noodle and the noodle got big and small sizes de.it was like a "team" thing cos all of us ate the same thing LOL..haha. then we crapped a lot during dinner.. from like the noodles and the origins(dunno who start the) then all the way to babies and their birth then got cats and somthing about the vege, that the stalks are more nutritious..aiya.. you get the point la..haha..then we went to watch the show..OH MAN!!! the whole show got like so many hunks and babes la..RAHH!!! CHANNING TATUM IS SO CUTE!! haha.. dee and sze were like "ARGH!! that guy so cute" throughout the whole show la..haha damn funny la! then jas was like oh my god at almost every scene.. i think she was too uptight about the whole scene(i know the guys are hot but RELAX!!MUAHAHA), she kept biting her nails.. Bel was laughing her head off at all the parts and holding her jacket damn tight..haha.. then we made a LOT of noise man!!! the show was DAMN funny la!!! and a bit mushy cos got all the kissing parts(shudders) ..i know it is supposed to be sweet but URGH.. sorry man.. i just cant take it haha(really must say sorry to jas cos everytime they kiss i like gonna break her arm like tat..haha).. and we learnt that greatness is in everybody!!haha! but really must say, the show is damn sweet haha . sze was commenting on how sweet it was and making that "aww" look.. but CMI la!XDhaha.. should catch it if havent watch yet!! it rocks la!!haha.. and i think CHANNING TATUM is so HOT!XD haha.. eyecandy la!(gosh.. the j1 canoe gals are overwhelmed by the guys in the show..lol)

special message to sze min
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SZE MIN!! haha you have been one of the most BOOM and action ma ma girl in the team..haha! brought a lot of laughter and fun to the team and i am really glad to be in this J1 girls team!!! Jia you no matter what boat or event you are taking part in the future!! love you always! and hope that today you had a BLASTING and THUNDERING time!!haha!! happy 17th birthday!!!! heart and soul go the distance!! love sijing



Channing Tatum!! so cute la!!haha ..he is like a model born on 26 april 1980!26
this year!! and is 185 m tall!!!


*me having fun @11:08 PM*


[[Monday, June 12, 2006]]

BALANCE!! FOCUS!! oh man.. nationals coming up in 4 weeks and my balance is still not there yet.. i'm so sorry Dawn..

was sad that you were mad at me today, but i'll jian chi dao di no matter what.

and to all the j1 team..jia you and continue to put in your full effort in training! we can do it again this year!!


*me having fun @10:07 PM*


[[Sunday, June 11, 2006]]

Gosh! I seem to be recounting most of the time..haha.. canoeing camp seems like so many thousand years ago even though it just ended on Friday night..haha

7th june
Day 1
Morning training at macritchie.. was quite tiring as it was hard.. but I felt that Corrine and jasmine improved quite a bit.. me and dawn pushed them hard and jasmines’s balance was not bad!!haha keep it up gal! We will encourage each other all the time and push through all the toughness together! Can do it de!! Then was canoe polo for the whole afternoon… that was like one tough training man.. it was circuit training for the girls for the 1st 2 hrs then canoe polo for the nxt.. oh man.. the circuit training was like hell under the blasting sun! we ran for 15 min then stick training then run then simple then run then stick….etc.. I could have died under the sun la.. the only thing that kept me going on was the constant encouragements that the team gave.. everyone was almost in semi consciousness during the last run..but we pushed through again!! Haha.. even though I was like DAMN tired before the canoe polo.. but hey!!we survived man!!haha.. if we can survive the circuit, we can survive the canoe polo.. and my team rocked totally! Me, Debbie, dawn, hui jun and Bernie.. at first we were all like very blur.. Debbie had to shout instructions to us all the time.. then we started to get the hang of it and even got a pattern.. the 2 sprinters were to sprint up 1st.. one to get the ball and the other to be the supporter.. then one of us was to slowly advance so that can defend our goal just in case the other team got the goal first.. then the other 2 would go the two extreme sides so that the sprinters can pass the ball to them if they get it.. then the two extreme ppl can faster go to the other side to attack..this strategy helped a lot in achieving our goals.. and it involved the whole team.. then Debbie also taught us what mr yong said.. if you want to sprint fast and straight on the canoe polo boats, do fast cycles and make sure your strokes are NOT vertical.. so it is like kinda opposite of what you should do on the ts and ks..yeah..haha.. hope this helps next time the juniors do canoe polo.. then we watched men of honour at night.. learnt quite a lot from the movie…it was really touching to see the black guy go against all odds to achieve what he wants no matter how much pain and suffering he has to go through.. I think that as long as you have the desire to do something.. and you have the determination.. u can achieve it

8th june
Day 2

This day was one of the most hiong one in the whole 3 days.. in the morning we went to fort museum place to learn about the japanese occupation.. OH MY GOD!!! It was so horrible la! I read in one of the encounters of a kid that she personally saw a baby being thrown and pierced onto a spear thing that the Japanese held.. AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! It was so………. Ohmygawdddddddd.. thanks a lot man Bernie for showing me that…….then was the 3and half hour hike plus run plus jog plus my 6/7 kg sling bag plus rain from the museum to bukit timah hill to mac Ritchie.. shall not say much cause it was the most horrible experience.. my feet died.. my shoulders died.. I feel down the muddy slope, so my right leg died and my bag also.. and I also died from shame cause everyone laughed when I fell… haiz… I was totally stoned man.. really was rock-ing.. shi toing all the time throughout… then I kana shock when reach macritchie cause they pushed forward the sprint sets .. RAH!!!.. but the goodthing was that I gotto take a t1!!!!! Hahah!!! It was SOOOO cool!! T1 really is like stone la.. no matter how much I rock it also was like stone.. but I learnt to appreciate the little thing behind the boat.. I missed the rudder!!especially when I was sprinting behind the t2..!! GOSH!! The back wash!! Now I truly get it when the t1 girls say that the t2 guys backwash is like hell.. I really pei fu u all man.. the direction really can go sengek.. then at the end of the day.. watched hotel Rwanda and true blue.. hotel Rwanda was like one of the best movies I watched man!!so touching!! It was really damn sacrifing la!! seriously! A life to live forothers is a life worth living manXD

9th june
Day 3
Last day of camp… dunno.. but quite sad la.. it was like damn short.. and didn’t really manage to bond with quite a lot of ppl.. but happy cause got really bond with some ppl..haha it was like the most slackest and fun day of the camp..haha..especially at the end of the day.. the whole team gathered at the classroom then we played this describing e ppl and guess game! LOL!! It was really VERY funny! The senior guys were seriously very high man!!haha and we got to noe so many embarrassing stuff about everyone! Gosh! I think canoeing camp really rocked man!! Really sad that it’s gonna be the last time having camp with the seniors though L haiz..

Today was a blasting day also!! Slept all the way until like 11.50 until sam woke me up saying she wanna come over cause her “big sister talk to little kids session” was over XD..haha so I was forced to wake up and wait for her to come.. my sis was just telling me that the last time sam came over I was still asleep and stupid sloth had to scare me in the morning by waking me up to see her duck face LOL..haha.. so we crapped a bit until like 1 plus plus then we left for plaza sin to celebrate sobana’s birthday!! Damn sad man.. only half the gang could make it..haiz..but we had aLOTof fun!!haha.. went over to swensons for lunch! Me and amira shared a chicken baked rice . then sam and sobana shared one too( we are poor ppl u see.. cannot afford one each because we owe the sloth money.. that loan shark..tsk tsk.. ppls bdae still ask them for money HEEHEE!)haha.. we were a bit high by taking a lot of pictureshaha! Then we ordered a topless five.. I started to laugh first cos stupid sloth was like “ er.. ok la.. go topless five!”.. LOL..sounded damn wrong can?!! Haha.then we all laughed like shit for like 5 minutes.. then was really crapping session.. then the bested amira had to go take out her survey and ask me and sobana do! GOSH!! I made a lot of noise man..haha!! u’d better appreciate it amira!! Must feel DAMN honoured that sijing was willing to do your organic survey..hah! then khalilah came over..didn’t see her in AGES man!! Then she ordered a sundae andwe ordered chips.. eh.. the chips kinda like disappeared pretty fast.. or was it just me dreaming??haha!! then it was a rush to our dear old temasek club cause sam wanted to catch the 5 to 6 karaok room..sighs.. but sobana had to leave halfway.. damn sad la can??hope you had a fun time today though!!happy early birthday!!XDXD love you tons!!!HEE!! and guess who we met on the way?? Francine!!!! HAHA small world over here .. well yeah.. so the karaok..yeah.. amira was like DAMN high!! No need mike already la! the voice like some trumpet like that.. so blasting!haha.. not bad la.. sam and I think that her voiceis STRONG! But then the tune like not there yet..so er.. next time I will bring ear plugs and er tone tuner..HAHA.. sam.. eh.. just can say that I didn’t know you could sing..haha.ok la.. I shall be nice la.. your voice can make it only for a monotonous song XDXD and er.. quite smooth and comfy??.. like a duck?? Sounds only nice coming from your pouting lips..haha!(dun kill me la k??) and khal!! WHOOHOO!!my powerwoman! The voice damn nice.. the tone damn nice even though u haf sorethroat!! Haha.. the whole time me and sam were like whao over her singing!hee.. then we highed over many songs.. cant remember the names.. and we were making SO much noise ( I think the sound proofwall cannot make it la) THEN!! Ge came !!(HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHA) she was wearing the shortsand the class t (AGAIN!) but this time the shorts were orange and not red! (MIN!!!!!!even I tried to dress up nice nice today.. no more fbt and shirt for me today.. but nice shirt and nice pants) haha.. and then ge tried to sing.. MIN!!!! where are you??!! I cant hear you!! XDXD( dun kill me too haha!) all I can say is that eh.. I think min should stick to her blowing instrument instead of voicing..XD even though both require the mouth.HEE..ok la!! I dun be a mean pig.. really had a lot of fun with you there!! haha missed ur whinings and craziness and your childishness!!! RAHH!!!! I wanna play swings AGAIN!!!!oh!! khal said my singing style DAMN cute!! HEE!!!! Er.. sam.. if u happen or bother to read this damn long thing.. dun roll ur eyes XD..haha . wehighed over photo taking in the room and oh man.. after that went to the happyland!(note: for children below 12 years) but who cares?? Haha.. khal discovered the reallycool rocking elephant andhorse..and the best thing is can sit 2 ppl and the rocking is so totally different!!haha!! and I love swings!! But I hate sam’s pushing!!haha.. the whole swing was like rocking like mad la can?!!!..ah!! the post damn long..but haven’t finish yet..

So yup.. now the grand finale..haha.. went to cine to meet up with winni choon yee and Samantha to do pw..at first supposed to meet at 8.. but then change to 7..so ended up winni e only one there cos the rest of us were like 30 min late..but pai sei man.. I was one hour late HEE!! sorry guys!! Went to galilee to eat..and OH MAN!!! I am in LOVE with soccer! It is so cool!!!!haha.. watched the world cup.. England vs Paraguay !! all of us were like so enthu over the world cup la!!haha especiallt choonie.. she was like OH OH OH!! Everytime the ball went near any gaol post.. I was loyal to my England and only supported them!! Haha but choonie samn winni were like supporting the ball!LOL the best thing was that there was a goal in the first 3 minutes and Paraguay scored into their OWN GOAL LA!! damn swei man that guy!! I was like a bit stoneing at that time.. choonie and winni were like talking and only sam was paying attention..but we were all SHOCKEDED!!!the whole galilee roared man!! Literally!!everyone was like whooping and cheering and I was damn pissed with myself..thankfully got replay the goal!!that was like the most exciting part of the match la! that Paraguay guy( shakes head) I bet he was like DAMN FRIKING pissed off withhimself.. defend his goal also can hit the ball into his own gaol..wah lau eh!!!! But England was a bit off today la!! expected them to win like at least 6 goals.. but in the end was one nil.. haiz.. even though they won.. it was not exactly winning la.. but oh man!! Soccer is now my new fav!!haha!! RAH!! I want SCV to watch the world cup!! I wanna watch the finals!!!! AHHH!!!!!! So yeah.. the pw meeting was quite successful!! Haha did quite a lot..oh ya!! Yellow ducks rule man!! Haha.. the England goal keeper, Robinsons wore YELLOW!!!! AHHH!!! And his socks were yellow too!!! Haha!!and there was this player called Crouch!!haha.. me and Samantha laughed over that like crap man!! Gosh!!the England team has so many connections to our yellow “ducks” pw grp man!!haha.. and the bested thing that choonie said today was when we were buying 100 plus.. she said.. “I wonder what this lubricant does.. it say gives tingling sensations(blah blah)” then I was like “ I think u dun wanna think about it” haha OMG!! We yellow “ducks” are so rocking!!haha!! ahh!! The post is like sooooo long!!haha..


*me having fun @1:59 AM*


[[Tuesday, June 06, 2006]]

canoe camp canoe camp canoe camp!!!! OH MAN!! i am like so excited !! haha.. heck if it is a training camp..i'll put in my best effort no matter what cause the whole team will be there!!YAY!!! and mr yong would be coming back!!haha.. i missed him being always there for us!!haha.. he may be very strict and everythin, but he did everything for the team and for that i admire him and respect him!!haha the leader of the team is coming back!!XDXD.. i just hope that he is satisfied with the team and that the team would not to anything for him to punish us! fingers crossed !! but for now.. I CANT WAIT for CANOE POLO!!! haha.. 7 to 9.. gonna be a blasting tiring fun neverending wonderful days of the june hols haha!!!


*me having fun @10:02 PM*


[[Sunday, June 04, 2006]]

training yesterday was quite tiring come to think of it.. dawn had to go halfway for her parents function thing.. so she pang sei me to race k1 500 with charmaine.. AH!! my balance!! i keep telling myself that i can do it.. i must not rock the stupid boat.. but once i up cycle i just cant help but to kick hard then..whao.. the boat will like rock here n there.. i HAVE TO MASTER BALANCE! sighs.. damn terrible race la..sighs. the 1000 with dawn was ok only.. i really wanted to catch up with brigette n meishan's boat.. but i guess we are just not there yet.. but we can do it dawn!.. 4.33 min.. we can improve until 4.16 min! must have faith and confidence in ourselves!! and thanks for the socks!! they are damn cute! i like XD and i must say i am really proud of the j1 k2 peeps cause they put up a really tough fight especially in the 500 sprints. GOOD JOB everyone! Only 6 more weeks to the nationals..its gonna be a very tough fight.. but I believe that njc canoeing can do it. we will win the nationals again this year no matter what the odds are because we have done so much in the past 5 months plus and it WILL NOT come to waste. We have trained so hard just for this nationals and we will put up a tough fight no matter what others say. To all the j1 members, I believe in each and everyone of you all.. so never give up during trainings. Continue to persevere and your efforts will pay off one day. Just remember, the whole team will be behind you to give you all their support and we will forever have each other. heart n soul go the distance!

I was really looking forward in meeting up with part of the old gang yesterday after training.. but oh man.. poor khal injured her knee then couldn’t meet up.. then joee was like 4 ppl go again ah?? No point le la.. so in the end the meeting was cancelled.. sighs.. haven’t seen the old gang for ages already le.. I was really damn sad that it was cancelled la.. SAM!!!!! WHY??!!!!.. but thankfully the canoeists all went out to cine for dinner so I didn’t have to eat dinner alone XD.. haha ..but the outing turned out a bit weird..i didn’t really give much thought about it.. but later in the night.. jasmine was telling me that it was a bit weird.. shall say that later..well yeah.. like usual we coulnt decide on what to eat .. there was the usual subway,pastamania, yoshinoya(in which all of us coulnt decide where). In the end everyone split up.. me,cheryl,sze,jas,berny went to eat at subway, dee, flo n meiqi went to eat at yoshi then all the guys went down to the foodcourt to eat..(I guess this was the weird part that jasmine was saying) she was like saying.. we go out together then should accommodate to the majority..its like very weird to split to eat.. I guess maybe she think too much ba.. but hopefully is just nothing really important.. but the dinner was quite funny actually..haha crapped really a lot with everyone..the most funny part was when jas asked me how to be more explosive.. then I turned to sze min and asked how she trained to be more explosive on t1..LOL.. then she said , go lt4 to train explosiveness HAHAHAHA damn funny la! ( canoeist inside joke) we laughed like crazy over that.. then we talked over about the j1 girls team and well you get the point la.. then we saw debbie with tom, sean n kaleb..haha it was damn funny la cause we were laughing Debbie was THE MAN.. and she was saying that she wanted to watch she’s the man..haha. that one was pretty funny… everyone didn’t really stay up late. The guys zaoed first then the girls.. me meiqi n jasmine stayed up in town after that. We went to this hotel and went to the 2nd floor to sit on the sofa to talk. Really stoned for a while.. but after that when we started talking about the team ..we just coulnt stop.it was only until the waitress kept on asking us if we wanted drinks then did we leave.. then went over to starbucks to drink some raspberry milkshake( it was a mistake jas) and talked and talked an talked.. man.. I was dead tired.. then we went home.. yeah.. that’s about it for yesterday.
YAY!!! Today was finally family day! Haven’t gone out with them for ages!! Haha.. went shopping to suntec!!!.. and the worst thing that happened was that there was a human traffic jam on the overhead bridge cos the stupid escalator broke down.. so we ended up smelling ppls sweat while the wonderful cooling sun blared against our eyes.. then we were like UP THERE for a friking long time.. I was DAMN PISSED!!! Then FINALLY the crowd started moving.. I was shockeded to know that there were actually so many ppl living in Singapore.. just a wonder that the bridge didn’t break down also.. well my mood went high high after that cos we bought a lot of things!! Haha shopping is DAMN fun with your parents around you XDXD.. guess that’s all for today.. shopping really kills the feet man..haha I think I lost around 2 kg just by walking and carrying things. Haha=D


*me having fun @11:32 PM*


[[Thursday, June 01, 2006]]

I HATE MY COM!! break down for like almost one week!!gosh!! haven't updated in ages..haha getting quite lazy already le.XD. oh man..holidays already.life has been like a blur to me now.. everyday is just mugging and training and going out. RAH!!! i am so tired..the june holidays are like even more busy than school days !!! shall do a bit of flash back now

25 may
er.. ok if i am not wrong it was like the second last day of school..haha damn.. i have short term memory loss..haha. ok.so me shubha and katyln ponned maths and gp and went far east to take neos and eat subway cookies!! WHEE!! damn fun la can.. we were like discussing that we should do this 2 times per term and once per term in j2..haha.. really stressfree. i was having so much fun walking around town without a bag and it was like so relaxed. no more pressure from anything..ohman.. i really wan more of these impromptu outings with the class..haha damn fun de!! me kat n shubha then went to take neos and it was so cool la cos there was nobody there n we hogged the neoprint stall like 30 min..haha laughing our head off and making funnie faces in e mirrors.lol kat was the best at doin tat la.. she was totally juz admiring herself..that ego thing LOL..haha. that day was like BLASTING fun man! I LIKE!!haha

26 may
was it the last day of school?? haha well.. i really cant recall much..but i went for training then we the j1 girls team went out!! oh damn it.. i seriously cannot remember where we went.. if i'm not wrong i think it was at PS AGAIN! we went to the food court..i think.. shucks.. i got serious bad memory..hahabut i just remembered that i laughed a lot XD

27 may
went school for cultural mapping!! haha..me celine and shao jian went around the whole of the coronation area where we walked from 1 until 4 plus with slippers! GOSH!! my feet almost DIED! i really admire those peeps who can shop in town e whole day wearing heels! haha.. so we walked and walked and walked.. got damn jealous of the BIG HUMONGOUSLY GINORMOUShouses.. then saying that we would marry rich guys next time and be tai tai and play majong and gossip aboutppl..lol.. damn FUN!! and i kana chase by like 5 DOGS!!!! thankfully there was such a thing as a gate between me and the dogs, if not i paddle for my life also cannot overtake the dogs.this was thanks to both the super scared of dogs ppl.. celine and shao jian..they just left me there facing this GINORMOUS gate where the bell got camera de..then i press the bell then suddenly 5 HUGE dogs run towards me..wah sei i tell u ah..damn scary la.. my heart like almost stop man..shudders.. haha.. then after that was our so called calss outing without some of our class members..haha.. went to clark quey to eat the dunno wad rice and veg thing..very nice lei actually. must thank chonie for introducing it man..haha then went over to tcc where we drink coffee and talked crap.. then me and celine went off first..haha but in the end we ended up sitting beside the singapore river and talked for like almost 1 n half hour.. oh man i wan more of those talks! its like so cool to sit beside a river in the middle of the night and talk la! damn cool!!haha. then it was really funny cos the rest of the ppl came and saw us then they were like really shocked to see us there..haha. oh.. and i had leg cramps after that XD i think celine did too..haha

28may
sun?? what did i do?? cant remember..haha but i think i mugged and went to west coast park to roller blade with moi sis:)

29 may
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEONARD!! haha.. stupid la.. his hi5 bdae reminder kept on reminding me his bdae..think skinned ..haha.. havent seen the 6D ppl for like years..literally man..haha. must meet up one day..miss ji rong n daph too!!!haha.oh..that day was me corrine and flo's fun day cos we managed to climb the school gate..haha.. went for training in the morning then went back to school.. but we realised that the side gate was closed..so we walked all the way to the other side at the tennis court side..haha then we went to climb over the red gate..flo tried 1st then couldnt.. then i tried n got over when they were still discussing how to climb..muahaha.. it was so funny when flo turned around and was like..sijing how to climb? AH!! u the other side! LOL..haha then corrine tried n got over..then it was flo to determine her fate..haha.. but in the end she got over it..steady man!haha. we highed over that for a while..haha.. then the rest of the day was just mugging and more mugging.. then at night i went over to crystal's hse to talk cos she came back frm camp!! WHEE!! she missed me XDMUAHAHA

30 may
my most mugging day.. finished my differentiation for maths!!haha..and had chem spa..hai..dun even talk about it.. i damn sad over it le..haha.and that day was shaun's operation..scary man.. i never had an operation.. at the most just went to the hospital to plaster my forehead that time the skipping rope banged on my head..haha

31 may
nothing special that day..haha but went blading again!cant wait to go ice skating!!! haha

well yupp.. thats about it i guess..haha now about today..gosh!! was another hectic day for me..haha..went for morning study the after that went to watch da vinci code with sabu vic chryl and sok joo.. then the rest of the j1 went to watch some funny show (4got thename) and stupid xavier went to watch Xmen3 alone..haha!damn funnie when i heard ..haha.. then 5 of us went to take neos..and then i went to meet crystal and her og ppl for dinner at pastamania..gosh! i feel so fat eating so much pasta..and so much for the i wont touch pasta again after the funtasia..haha.. then we went to take neos AGAIN! haha but i met 2 new ppl today.. jamie and andrian..haha was quite fun.. especially with crystal and dot there to feng1 with me haha!!! yawn.. now trying to upload the stupid cutural mapping photosonto the web..why is my com so slow la!!! haiz

i got so many things to look forward to e hols haha!! hope e hols pass slowly!!

-06s22 outing
-06s22 bbq
-canoeing camp nj
-canoeing camp crescent
-animal farm gathering
-celebrate sobana's bdae
-xs21 outing!!!!!!! (hopefully more than 1)
-me n crystals extreme day!!!
-ice skating!!
-shopping with celine
-shopping with crystal and dot!
-aqua outing!!
-meet up with corrine n twin!!
-canoeing impromptu outings!

oh man.. supposed to be my mugging month man..how?? damn damn.. some more great singapore sale coming up.. i wanna go shopping!!


*me having fun @11:26 PM*


[[*Daddy]]

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was "Daddy's Day" at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
Of a dad who's never there
a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?!"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard another father say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom,
and looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy
and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone."

"Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far "

"You see he was a fireman
and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
and taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed..
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.


Anon.



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