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[[Thursday, May 11, 2006]]

Training was cancelled today cos too many people couln’t make it. it was supposed to be my mugging day la. Me and szemin was like..eh later wanna study at canoe table until 7 plus anot? It was damn funny la can.. both of us in the end went out.. was planning to watch MI3 with shao jian and choon yee, then I was just about to msg sze but she msged me at that exact time saying that she going out with her mum..haha! damn funny la. Me and shitface was laughing over that for like ages… in the end I didn’t manage to watch the movie..sighs.. I never get the chance to go out much nowadays with training and studying..was just telling ms lim how packed life is everyday. She agrees too..she was like..i wanted to go watch that hedgehog movie some time.. I think its very funny and cute( my eyes popped la!) ms lim is like still a child lor..haha.she so cute la!!.. anyway.. continuation of my unable to watch MI3 movie.. well in the end me shao jian and choon yee had to go all the way to some ulu pasir panjang place to collect the 11 boxes of sponsored pasta.. we thought it was gonna be HUGE la.. in the end come out so puny and could fit so nicly in shao jian’s boot and still got space to fit me inside la.. but oh man.. we took SO much pains in finding that bloody place!! Shao jian’s mum took 30 min to locate that area ( in which me n choon yee slept through everything..haha) then I realized it was like so near my house.. but actually it was not supposed to.. so shao jian’s mum went around the west coast area a few times.. I was like.. why not go my place and get the street directory? Then shao jian that wonderful woman said.. I have in the car (went to take it out) but I dunno how to read it.. ( I almost slapped my head la!!).. so me being the very pro map reader..took out the directory and went to study it. it was messy at first but clever ppl adaptto things fast man (XD) haha.. so under my brilliance.. we only got lost once and we finally managed to find that WONDERFUL place before 5.. that adventure over liao.. was thinking of going home to sleep and mug a bit but sam called and asked to go jurong point to mug n eat dinner with min. so I always being the damn on person agreed( which was a stupid move) cos I had to wait for both of them for 1 hr and in the end venue changed to jurong east entertainment center. I called sam like 13 times and she never reply la. Was DAMN pissed off man!and what made my day even more miserable was to bump into YEO HAIKAL and david and their friend at long johns,where I kana suaned and made to look dumb by STUPID haikal!! ( idiot guy.. better not let me see him in school or else I’ll whack him so hard he flies to Africa with his ass stuck up some oil refining center).. they went pooling in e end.. wanted to join while waiting 4 sam and min but was not er.. what they call it..civilized(wearing home clothes) yea..so there I was eating jollybean pancake waiting for like 30 min ..stoning like an idiot..before they finally arrived! Gosh! Stayed up until like 10 plus then finally HOME!! SLEEP!!! Such a hiong day man.. and now I am too excited to sleep cos tomorrow got k2 girls outing!! YAH!!!! Can’t wait!!! Gonna be a blast man!! It would be like the t1 girls outing and better!=)

Today during morning study session while they passed down the training sign up sheet for next week, I turned and shouted “ DAWN! What days you training next week?” then Sze min said “ you not raining anymore with Dawn next week already wad..” at that particular point I suddenly felt so lost and saddened.. it was a feeling I never had before. I don’t know whether to feel happy that I can finally feel something I never felt before or to be sad…..

ahem.. because of the nagging of some ppl, i shall blog a bit more of the meetin with sam n min.. so we um went to the library to like mug a bit( in which i did 1 qn of maths. sam did enzymes.min..god noes wad she was doin..) then went to eat at the food court and talked too much crap haha. oh before that..me and sam were LAUGHING out heads off cos of all the SUDDEn changes in min HAHAHAH eg.. her specs.. pencil box HAHAHA.. then we laughed like crap cos of the pics in sam's phone.. hahah rite sam XDXD.. yea.. ok .. so did not only blog about my pissed moments la k??

*me having fun @11:24 PM*

[[*Daddy]]

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was "Daddy's Day" at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
Of a dad who's never there
a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?!"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard another father say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom,
and looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy
and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone."

"Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far "

"You see he was a fireman
and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
and taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed..
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

Anon.

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