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[[Sunday, February 13, 2005]]

OMG!!! I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!!! ARDG!! I GOT IN THE FINALS!!!! i was like soooo scared during the race lar... was VISUALISING da race yesterday da whole day lor.... sheeeeeesh.... my whole body felt like jelly when the race stared.. i wasn't even ready yet lar... the that guy "POOT" that stupid beeper thingy.. nearly burst my eardrums... GOD!! the temasek gal was really nice lor.. beat me by a few milliseconds n waited 4 me at the end of the race.. i was like soooooo sad and unhappy.. and she waited 4 me and smiled.. but in the end ms ang told me tht she got disqualified cause she went through da wrong lane...I WAS SOO HAPPY!! but felt sad 4 da poor gal lar.. she musta being soo sad lor..... por thing... now i am like a RED boiled lobster..... my whole body feelslike it is on fire and likeit is gonna peel staight NOW!!! argh!!!.... gotta sore throut from cheering on so many ppl.. ( including other schools..) aren't we such nice ppl??? haha... we even cheered for the BOYS!!! can you believe that?? actually grace started it.. and for once jia yi cheered 4 da BOYS!!!! haha!!.....damn!! my sis is bothering me now... hai.... have to do my hmwk liao.... (and it is one more daeto someone's b-dae...) donbleOnothing

*me having fun @11:00 PM*

[[Friday, February 11, 2005]]

Grew up in a small town
And when the rain would fall down
I just stared out my window
Dreaming of a could-be
And if I'd end up happy
I would pray (I would pray)

Trying not to reach out
But when I'd try to speak out
Felt like no one could hear me
Wanted to belong here
But something felt so wrong here
So I pray (I would pray)
I could breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Wanna feel the warm breeze
Sleep under a palm tree
Feel the rush of the ocean
Get onboard a fast train
Travel on a jet plane, far away (I will)
And breakaway

I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly
I'll do what it takes til' I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget all the ones that I loved
I'll take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway

Buildings with a hundred floors
Swinging around wild indoors
Maybe I don't know where they'll take me but
Gotta keep moving on, moving on
Fly away, breakaway

I'll spread my wings
And I'll learn how to fly
Though it's not easy to tell you goodbye
I gotta take a risk
Take chance
Make a change
And breakaway
Out of the darkness and into the sun
But I won't forget the place I come from
I gotta take a risk
Take a chance
Make a change
And breakaway, breakaway, breakaway

*me having fun @9:40 PM*

[[Wednesday, February 09, 2005]]

I CANNOT believe it... i GOT LOCKED IN SCHOOL RIGHT AFTER THE CHINESE NEW YEAR CELEBRATIONS!!!!! ARGH!!! Me, Khal, siti, xiao min, sam and joee n miss shervon got locked in school after staying in the com lab for like 2 hrs.. at 1.15... then walk out and viola!!.. nobody in sight and the corridoors are locked.... SHEESH!!! wunnerful way to begin our chinese new year... but it was kinda fun actually... haha miss shervon kept on telling us not to jump off.... like as if we would.. we aren't that stupid!!!!got ladders around wad.....!!!! later then shouted for help at the workers at the construction site...waited like half an hour and in the end we were scolded by the person who helped us open the door thingy... sheesh.. and the BEST thing is that we have to write a report on it...!! WONDERFUL SURPRISE!! [ doubleOnothing]

*me having fun @10:56 PM*

[[Tuesday, February 08, 2005]]

Nothing better to do now... stuck at the school com lab after the chinese new year celebrations...... doing the bio project thingy.. hai... haha :):):) YAH!!!!! OUR CLASS WON THE CHINESE NEW YEAR DECORATIONS!!!!!! WOOHOOO!!!!!! haha!! Amira was SOOO HAPPY!!!! grabbed my hand soo tight ... now still hurst a bit... :) doing the bio on heroin now.... sounds FUN!!?? shheeeessshh.. chinese new year is gonna be SUCH a BORE!!!!... no one coming over to my house... our friends all overseas..... and only me stuck in singapore...... sad.. hopefully i get to go SOMEWHERE during the chinese new year.... the performance was kinda cute 2dae.. especially the rubber gal.. WOW!!! her body can like twist any any angle lor... damn.. she must not be human... haha.. poor sobana sick 2dae... cannot get the choco. coins that joee gave out!! :):) enough crapping.. muz start doing the bio project [ doubleOnothing]

*me having fun @6:33 PM*

[[Saturday, February 05, 2005]]

i finally got a blog!! haha.. must thank CHOO jia yi for helping me in it.. and i just dread the day of having to carry myself to jia yi's classroom(2C2) for her to help me create a wan mei de blog.. haha.. training was fun 2dae.. though i just HATE the running.. die liao.. on monday got cross country.... ( hopefully i dun fall AGAIN).. went to macs for lunch.. i should seriously control my diet... and also money.. now i owe another person ( Y.J.) money... sigh..dunno when can pay back all the debts... damn it.. got so much homework... still have to call xiao min for the chinese compo...why do teachers torture us so??... yah.. can't wait to go horse back riding...!! my first time..!!!!!!! haha.. hope my parents would bring me to sentosa nxt week to go RIDING!! haha... signing off now..:) cheers!! [doubleOnothing]

*me having fun @5:40 PM*

[[*Daddy]]

Her hair was up in a pony tail,
her favorite dress tied with a bow.
Today was "Daddy's Day" at school,
and she couldn't wait to go.

But her mommy tried to tell her,
that she probably should stay home.
Why the kids might not understand,
if she went to school alone.

But she was not afraid;
she knew just what to say.
What to tell her classmates
of why he wasn't there today.

But still her mother worried,
for her to face this day alone.
And that was why once again,
she tried to keep her daughter home.

But the little girl went to school
eager to tell them all.
Of a dad who's never there
a dad who never calls.

There were daddies along the wall in back,
for everyone to meet.
Children squirming impatiently,
anxious in their seats.

One by one the teacher called
a student from the class.
To introduce their daddy,
as seconds slowly passed.

At last the teacher called her name,
every child turned to stare.
each of them was searching,
for a man who wasn't there.

"Where's her daddy at?!"
she heard a boy call out.
"She probably doesn't have one,"
another student dared to shout.

And from somewhere near the back,
She heard another father say,
"Looks like another deadbeat dad,
too busy to waste his day."

The words did not offend her,
as she smiled up at her Mom,
and looked back at her teacher,
who told her to go on.

And with hands behind her back,
Slowly she began to speak
And out from the mouth of a child,
came words incredibly unique.

"My Daddy couldn't be here,
because he lives so far away.
But I know he wishes he could be,
Since this is such a special day.

And though you cannot meet him,
I wanted you to know.
All about my daddy
and how much he loves me so.

He loved to tell me stories
he taught me to ride my bike.
He surprised me with pink roses,
and taught me to fly a kite.

We used to share fudge sundaes,
and ice cream in a cone.
And though you cannot see him.
I'm not standing here alone."

"Cause my daddy's always with me,
even though we are apart
I know because he told me,
he'll forever be in my heart"

With that, her little hand reached up,
and lay across her chest.
Feeling her own heartbeat,
beneath her favorite dress.

And from somewhere in the crowd of dads,
her mother stood in tears.
Proudly watching her daughter,
who was wise beyond her years.

And when she dropped her hand back down,
staring straight into the crowd.
She finished with a voice so soft,
but its message clear and loud.

"I love my daddy very much,
he's my shining star.
And if he could, he'd be here,
but heaven's just too far "

"You see he was a fireman
and died just this past year
When airplanes hit the towers
and taught Americans to fear.

But sometimes when I close my eyes,
it's like he never went away."
And then she closed her eyes,
and saw him there that day.

And to her mother's amazement,
she witnessed with surprise.
A room full of daddies and children,
all starting to close their eyes.

Who knows what they saw before them,
Who knows what they felt inside
Perhaps for merely a second,
they saw him at her side.

"I know you're with me Daddy,"
to the silence she called out.
And what happened next made believers,
of those once filled with doubt.

Not one in that room could explain it,
for each of their eyes had been closed..
But there on the desk beside her,
was a fragrant long-stemmed pink rose.

Anon.

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